The colors start to disappear...

It was one of those moments we were both happy.. :)
that is the colors of life...

BUT...

everything seems to fade, everything seems to disappear from me..
I am afraid..
I seriously afraid, afraid of losing you, afraid of a news when history repeat..

And that's the problem with us.
We are both stubborn asses and always want to get things our way..
We both hate to be wrong and love to be right.
But that's the thing about us.
No matter what happens, we always come back for each other,
ONE MORE TIME.

I had no idea. I didn't know. I couldn't have known because it was our commitment together. Or at least I thought it was...
I was hurt..
It kills me..

What was even worst??
We don't even remember why we are fighting for?
we just being crazy with each other...
I can't sleep through the pain,
and I can't see through the pain...

No matter how much of tears have rolled down from me,
there is still pointless use..
there is still a question mark..
why you behave so..
then..
the colors start to disappear from me..
it has been dissolve away with the tears of mine...

It seems like no one bother,
no one seems to care....
is just my own problem...

Even if I was typing this,
it was the strength from the God that make me continue with my life,
turn my life from sour to sweet...
I hope I can, with the will's of GOD...

~Life Sour transform into Life Sweetness~

"IF LIFE GIVES YOU LEMON, YOU MADE LEMONADE"

I find it very true...

Our life were full of ups and down..

5 tastes all available;

sweet,

bitter,

salty,

pungent, and

sour...

BUT~~

the most hard taste in life was SOUR..

If your life was LEMON,

YOU MUST turn it into LEMONADE..

My life was not only one LEMON,

but I felt my life was full with LEMON..

I do hope that I can turn all the lemon into

LEMONADE..

I hope I can,

and

I believe I can..

To peoples out there,

if life was sour to you just like a LEMON,

Don't Worry, Don't Give Up..

but Be Happy

and turn your life into LEMONADE..

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Outing with friends..

It has been a long time since we last we last met. So we decided to go out on Tues night. It supposed to be on last Saturday but due to certain reason we have to delay it. BUT luckily we still managed to hook up before Wai Ming went back to London yesterday. All things when up well except the wrong choosen cafe; Eikyi Musicafe that situated some where in Melaka Raya...(*sorry for the low quality of cafe) I felt so disappointed with the cafe because from the flyer that been distributed from house to house, the cafe looks amazing but when I reached there and step in, I was way too shock and disappointed. It wasn't that good. Drinks so-so, foods so-so...And the worst is they have a very talkative boss @ waiter. I'm not sure whether it is a good thing or not, or the person there trying to be friendly with us BUT it was way too "friendly" which make the situation seems irritating. Then after chit-chatting for about an hour plus, we decided to pay a visit to Wai Ming's new house. Her house is big and I love her house balcony cause it is spacious...... after that, sit down talk again...well, when a group of girl's friends get together this will the slot of the day and we end up our day with pictures.........

The birth..

From small till big...(not that big, not even 2 years old)...till now she has give birth to 6 puppies but 1 pass away. Little wealthy give birth on 2 weeks ago, which is on the 10 September 2009. To many people surprise, 6 puppies were all black in color which has more of the male black labrador gene. There is only one which is chocolate-black.. Many people were wondering how come a brown color dog can produced out 5 black color puppies?? To one answer, male gene more strong..haha...




Little Wealthy when she was a month old...

Little Wealthy with her 6 months old look..

the 5 black labrador puppies on their first day of birth..

sleeping soundly...

feeding milk-milk...

Is a long long looooong night..

Like most people, I am some one who loves to sleep.
For the sake of saying, who doesn't love to sleep??
I guess no one, unless that person is having insomnia.
BUT, I am dying to sleep but I can't.
Is not that I am having insomnia but is because I CAN'T.
Is a lame reason....

I really no idea what can I do at such hour.
On my laptop but I got no ideas what can I do?
Play game?...NO, as I am bored.
Watch movie?...NO, too..
Here I am blogging out what I would want to say but no one to share..(but it seems so personal)..

Many things had happened for the past couple of days and perhaps weeks..
Some are happy incidents but some are way too sad...
I can't recall countless time my tears shed..
Can't recall countless time I tried to hide under my pillow..
And definitely can't recall countless time I need a shoulder to share on...

Happy moments pass swiftly,
but sad moments seems to stop without moving..
just like now~~
Tik, Tok...Tik, Tik, Tik, Tok....
Time is passing really slow..
When I want the time to slow,
the time will always march swiftly..
BUT NOW,
when I want the time to march with a fasten pace,
it seems like it was crawling like a tortoise...

GOD, help me...
Give me strength in everything I do..
Give me inner spirit for me to stand still..
Give me a spoon to scoop away all the sadness..
Give me time that enough for me to redeem anything that I am suppose to redeem,
and lastly, give me time to be with my loved ones...

I really got many things to upload,
BUT...
time is just ain't no enough..
when I have the time,
I wasn't in the mood..

Lastly,
I want to earn money..
dying hard for money..
where can I get money,
BESIDES..
robbing the bank..

Till then...
back to my bed continue to stare at the blank ceiling..
hopping for a better day tomorrow,
a nice and beautiful RAINBOW that smile to me after a rainy day...

Regards...

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I AM DISAPPOINTED!

Disappointment is the worst feeling in the whole wide world...

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No words can really express how I felt. Really NO WORDS! Is way too dull and disappointed...I hate those feelings of being treated unkind and not well. I hate! I hate when people treat me as though I am invisible. In fact, I was there...I HATE!