Lonely Night~~

Silence night..... A holy night that for once, I felt so miserable.....but deep inside it was sadness, loneliness and a feeling of helpless. I could not express how I want it to be but deep inside I want a peace in mind. I had been worrying so much for my dog. She had been down with anaplasmosis at the earlier stage then down with medication for about a month. True enough, we see an improvement in her but soon after that, her condition worsen. Now, she is about to paralyse. X-ray taken and she was down with hip dysplasia as well as suspected for intervertebral disk disease. How bad it was to hear the news...

I never want my dog to suffer all this at the age of 3. She is really a young dog who is so lovely. You just can't get enough of her. Doctor urge to do surgery but the chances of recovery wasn't that high too or putting her into sleep. GOSH~~ that's the worst decision that I want to make. If I can make a choice, I would not want that for her. But seeing her suffer all the way, making me felt so painful and helpless. I wish I could help her. I wish I can know how bad she was suffering. I can see disappointment in her. I could see, how much she wanna fight to survive and how much she wanna be with us each time we are back from work or somewhere...all she can do now is just to watch us from a far and having a hard time to get up.

All I can do was just hoping and praying for the best it could be...

Rush Hour

I shall get myself a quick update on me...Strictly is me!

Eventually, I am busy working as ever. And my days seems so rush. Every min and sec must be spent properly if not I will had not enough time. Epic as it is, I felt that 24 hours a day isn't enough as the time I spent at home is definitely less than 12 hours. And when I had like some break out of the day, 5 mins of spending and sitting down is like wow, 30 mins had just passed. Till then, I realize, I had been rushing in my days.

Working till late night every day is not a nice thing actually as you will felt like, why do you want to indulge yourself in this place?? But think back, I never regretted for stepping my feet inside this place. When you think that you had all it takes to work in this corporate world, think twice...as when I entered, I am just so timid and humid at the sea of others. I am nothing! From there on, you had to climb and move the corporate ladders to get the acceptance, self-respect and definitely recognition from peoples around you. Its definitely not easy. All you know is that you need to work hard to climb to the highest level. That is where, all in your mind is to learn and seek knowledge and experience. You really need to be at the top notch in everything.

I am not too sure whether I am a perfectionist or what, or maybe I had this kiasu-ism spirit in me, that I must strive in everything I do. I must be there...I must do it! And definitely, I am not too sure whether is this spirit is right or wrong?

I supposed, that's what life is all about. That's what your LIST-to do is in your hand. Crossed fingers for a better day...Till then..

A Hectic Life~~

Till then I realized that it has been a long time since my last post. Eventually, I got lot of things to blog on but I just do not have time for it. And to my next extend, today is a SUNDAY and I am blogging at work. Great..

Life has been different to me now. I am facing lots of challenges and I ought to say that each of that make and shape me to another level of knowledge in life. I used to complain last time when I got no work to do and when I need to work full days on certain Saturday but now, I am even working when Sunday arrive. So, what's life am I having?? I got real tired at times, but the next thing I know is that I still need to work my ass out of it. That's work and that's LIFE!

I am trying to find time for myself too, or at least indulge myself with nice foods and pamper myself to a nice gateway with family and friends. Lots more of work loads to arrive, as the Festive season is arriving around the corner. Christmas, the season to be joy and merry and NEW YEAR the day we usher in another great year ahead. Well, let's us walk the way and the distance together.. Till then~~ With love.

"Deepavali" angpow..

I had a super cranky and wacky boss. Look at what he gave us for Deepavali angpow. When he gave us that time, we were all super excited and pretty of excitement as we are guessing how much inside it or maybe what type of surprised my boss is giving us; maybe a piece of paper with motivational note?

Deng Deng Deng.... *music play* The moment you opened the red packet only, you will burst out laughing.

20 RUPEES...



I really go into speechless mode when I saw it. The first action that we did was quickly go into online currency converter and see how much it cost. To my surprised, it was only RM1.26. *bang to the wall and smash forehead* hahah..

And a little conversation between me and my boss will make you even irritate..
Boss: Eh, how much I give you arh?
Me: 20 rupees, boss..
Boss: Then had you counted, how much was it?
Me: Is only RM 1.26 only..
Boss: Wah, I give you so much arh... *turn and walkaway*
Me: Boss, can't even eat a plate of mee la..
Boss: Aiyah, you never know my hardship. I purposely go all the money changer counter to make it small change and not all money changer got small change.

Do not even wanna to answer him after that...

Just look on how cranky and wacky my boss can be. But is the heart that really count and not the amount of money.

Hereby, I am taking this opportunity to wish all Hindus a Happy Deepavali...

My Convocation.. (18 Oct 2011)

I am finally and officially graduated after 3 years of hardship at Uni. Is like finally it came to an end of study life and there after you are going into the next phrase or next chapter of life. Memories remains and never can end. Those were the moments I had treasured the most in my life. Nothing can beats the ecstatic joys I had with all my Uni friends and definitely not to leave behind my housemates that had sails along with me. Its something I treasured the most.. On my journey of it, there are lots of knowledge, experiences and things that I gained but without peoples like my family and friends I would never go this far. I sincerely thanks them cavernous deep in my heart. 18 Oct, marked the day in my life as it was my CONVOCATION Day! It wasn't tat grand as I thought but who cares...Is just a few minutes of glamor and after that, it was nothing except photos and lots of yacking with friends.

My family.. Thanks a lot to them for all the unconditional mentally and physically support. Nothing I can say to express how much of gratitude and appreciation I had for them.


They are the biggest strength in my life~

We have some similarity, don't we?


The friends of mine that will make you burst out laughing all the times...


The friends that I clicked, from left: Dicky, Me, Heran and Patricia.

Ai Yun, who came all the way after class.. A million of thanks!

My family with Dr. Razak..


Dr. Razak...who takes his time to wait for me to come out from the hall and be the first to congrats me. How thoughtful of it and he has been a really superb nice lecturer. He has never even taught me once before... I stressed, NEVER! but believe it or not, we clicked well.


My 2 lovely "baskets" friends. They indeed a very nice person in my life. Wei Siong and Le Jie.. It is hilarious if we thought back how we met... Le Jie, the guy in Batik is the person whom I must speak to everyday. WE are just GREAT BUDDY.


Finally, my gifts and flowers from family and friends. Sincere thanks.. Appreciate every of it to the max.

Hotel Equatorial Melaka Annual Dinner

My first ever annual dinner at EQ Malacca on the 14.10.2011. Since it was first, so it was really my first time attending it. It was really a night full with entertainment and program. From beauty pageant, to dance performance, to singing competition and all you can name it... Is really a night when all the staff gets the partay started! The theme for this year dinner is "Glamorous Night"; therefore, you can see all the pretty ladies doll up themselves with nice evening gown while the guys, sorry to say do not have any handsome ones..haha.. *to no offence* is just my personal perception. The ballroom itself also decorated with very nice backdrop and deco. So, let the pictures do the talking.


The ladies...

Two "handsome guys; Vincent and Daniel" with the ladies (from left: Me, Zoe, Michelle, Linda and Tafline)




The 3 that click together most of the time. Zoe and Michelle but sad to say, Zoe will be leaving soon to become teacher. I will had lesser friend in EQ already.

The ladies from sales & marketing team...

PR department rulez! Debbie, me and PY..

The guys from T&G academy. Make up and hair do sponsored by them. From left: Top model -Kelly, Andy - the choreographer, ME, Zoe, Langfrey - the cranky and wacky CEO of T&G Academy, and lastly Alvin - the cool and steady Director of T&G Academy. They are a nice bunch of peoples that I enjoyed working with them.

Vincent, our Catering and Convention Manager who never fails to disturb and tease me always... And he and his never ending lame jokes.

Unknown and My boss, Mr. Mario..

Ladies from different department join in the beauty pageant competition with their first round of traditional costumes.

The top 3 beauties...

EQ Malacca GM - Dato' Syed.

On track..

I finally got some extra quality time to spend on my blog. OMG, I just hope that I would be granted with more than 24 hours a day. I had been real busy and I think only the word busy suitable to lament what's life is about to me. Basically I do not have life and let it be a conclusion of all. Everyday I would be working my ass off until 8pm plus or maybe the earliest 7pm and the latest can be 11 pm plus..So what kind of life can I get? When I got a little of my rest time at home, I just want to be at home and sneaked into my bed and called it a day already.

With all those busyness in life, guess what.. I am not really complaning about it and instead I am facing everyday with a new challenge and giving myself loads of motivation to go down the road. I believe I had found the path and I am venturing into it. Life was hard now but I seriously believe no pain, no gain. Waking up every morning, and I am telling myself...Today is gonna be a great day!

But in terms of busyness, I always wanted for a break or maybe a day OFF. haha... *evil smile*..
Yeah, true..I am gonna have 2 days of leave on the 13th and 18th of Oct for my convo. Hooray and bravo; oriented for it. Meantime, i am really oriented on my convocation. Is like finally I am officially a graduate student of bachelor degrees...FINALLY..haha..