Hold On~~~~

Stay tune for more post..currently I am so busy with my Final Sem @ my FINAL UNI YEAR... loads of things to do but because of the time constraints everything seems so pack up.

So stay tune, people..

The PAIN!

I am now suffering from this pain...THE BACK BONE pain @ Scoliosis / Adolescent idiopathic scoliosis ! Arghh~~ The pain is really unexplainable. The only thing I can do is just to lye down. No more walking around and enjoy the goodness of my life. I can't even sit for too long, and what's more from that? 2 hours of lecture class can actually take my life away.....

Why on earth I have to go through this pain. The pain can kills me and I seriously do not know when my bone has became like this. Many people would be wondering, what is scoliosis?

Scoliosis is a disorder that causes an abnormal curve of the spine, or backbone. The spine has normal curves when looking from the side, but it should appear straight when looking from the front. The most common symptom of scoliosis is an abnormal curve of the spine. Scoliosis may cause the head to appear off center or one hip or shoulder to be higher than the opposite side. If the scoliosis is more severe, it can make it more difficult for the heart and lungs to work properly. This can cause shortness of breath and chest pain. This is exactly what I am experiencing now. X-ray shows that the left side of my lung is blur which has made me having some difficulty in breathing..

And now, as I grew older...the remaining increasing of scoliosis is getting worst. And I am getting ready for the worst to come as for now. The worst of all, I will be undergoing surgery and be on bed as paralysed person and be a burden to my family members for monthsssss until I fully recoved. I do hope that by medication now, my condition can be controlled and I do not need to go on with surgery.

I pray for the best things to arrive and crossed fingers that everything will be alright to me.

Because you loved me..

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right

For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful, baby

You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through
Through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me, ooh, baby

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love, I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe, I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because
I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me, the tender wind that carried me
The light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

Road to patient..

FYP! It kills me. But I hope this was really a test to determine my passion and my patient on it. I thought everything should come to an end soon but it seems like, the journey of it still so loooooong~~

I do believe nothing beats me down and I hope in this too. If I were to be given a choice, I wanna screw FYP up. I just hope that I will pass my uni life without any hassle and buzzle of FYP. The life to live with FYP was dead end SHIT!

When I thought that I was doing right and on the right path that time, where all the data has been collected and start doing data analysis only I was told to change the title and change for the method and others. What's more?? It means that I have to start from the very beginning again, starting from chapter 1 right up to chapter 4..

It was a huge and drastic change...I need to start back from the origin root...GOSH~~

Please let me end this soon...I do not want to waste my time on this anymore. Serious no more....

My Valentine...

That's the conclusion: Valentine's Day to me is to remember and rekindled of St. Valentine and I will still remain single..haha..As simple as that, where it could complete and conclude everything..

What's the lament of life to me?

"Life is beautiful and yet life is not a bed of roses. Though it is full of ups and downs it has many facets of blessings and successes.

To some people, life is hard, cruel and merciless. These set of people see life as punishement throughout their entire lives. They therefore resigned themselves to fate, believing all is finished. To them, nothing that they do can ever be good. They take delight in committing crimes and maiming others to avenge their ill-fortune. They lost every sense of direction and most times, some of them go as far as committing suicide, just to escape the injustice life has meted out to them. Towards certain extend, I felt they never respect their life and how their parents brought them up with hardship.

But there are those who see life as a challenge, a channel of discovery and innovation, a prospect for success and a gateway to wealth. To them life is sweet, colourful and kind. No matter the situation these people find themselves, they keep pressing on, believing in a cause, a cause to succeed and get the most out of life. No wonder an adage says, “Where there is life, there is hope.”

The will to succeed or fail lies within an individual jurisdiction. You can live life to the fullest with utmost satisfaction and fulfillment if you determine with all your mind, body and soul to succeed. On the other hand, life can be miserable to you if you take everything for granted and wait on fate to play itself out.

Setting of goals and strategic plans that will strive no matter the odds which may move against you is one of the basic things needed to get the best out of life. These goals which must be result oriented, should be followed up consistently even if things seem blurred or unyielding at first.

Also, the mind is the centre of everything. It controls your thoughts and beliefs. A focused mind has never fail. A positive mind helps one to discover his talents and potentials. Great men and women, both living and dead, had their minds focused on something and nothing deterred them from achieving their dreams. Each of them had a belief, should I say faith, which they held onto, they nurture the belief, focused all their attention and live on it. And today, we have benefited in one way or the other from their inventions and great ideas.

Life is a challenge. And for anyone to succeed in life, he must be ready to show the stuff he is made of. He must be ready to sacrifice his time and build up his mind frame toward success. What is happening in our environment should not influence or affect us in our daily quest for success in life. Instead, we should control the happenings around us.

Life is so easy, yet many people rush and miss what they want to achieve in life. Don’t rush in life. Take one step at a time. Each step should be properly planned before being launched. Steady, balance, mark and shoot. And before you know it, the sky will become the beginning of your success.

All the great men of today, has one way or the other tasted the other side of life but they did not cower. Instead, they were renewed to redefine their goals; they ride on with faith, believing in their potentials, focusing their mind on something, knowing fully well that in every black cloud there is always a silver lining.

Just enjoy life whenever we could as time wait for no tide. There is no point working and earning so much of money in life but at the end we know nothing about life. Some people suffered themselves due to some health problem and no one ever knows the eagerness of them to enjoy their life. When one day, we really lye down on the bed and could not move that time we only want to realize what is life to us that will be very late already.

I take life to be very simple and do you know what? Life is to be enjoyed regardless whether you are sad or happy, poor or rich. What about you?

Is SEX good in the morning??

What a irregular post title I think most people are wondering now why on earth I will have this post title? haha..

I just came across a little news when I was reading THESTAR newspaper where it says, adult who had sex in the morning not only will keeps ones upbeat but benefit from a stronger immune system reported by SinChew Daily.

And not only this, there are more benefits by having sex in the morning...

So now, who says having sex are not good?? hahahha... but please be sure to have sex in the morning.

Read more on: http://www.thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2011/2/8/nation/8016802&sec=nation