A relaxing Sunday~~

I can't recall back when is the last time I can actually stay at home on a Sunday and just lazy around. I have turn my work mode / button into a relax mode. Sometimes you just need to relax and enjoy. That's all you need to do. It seems easy but when you are busy, relax and enjoy seem so hard to you.  I have been spending my quality time with my family today. It was really an enjoyable moment if you shared it with your family. Nothing beats the ecstatic joy when you are with your family. They are the one that you will really want to treasure every moments with them.

Women is really a BITCH!

Sometimes, we women to no offence are really a bitch. When you are lonely, you wish that there is someone there for you. When you need someone, you hope that there is someone there for you. And when you have someone there for you, you will still continue to flirt and search around with a hope that there is always some one better. In a nutshell, you just need the attention. An attention seeker! 

But when you have the attention that is needed, you will always turn around and say F**K YOU and I am getting myself a life to goes on. Now many people will start wonder, are you actually playing a person's feeling? For me, I seriously do not think so. It is women nature to become an attention seeker. 

Therefore, in between the inter junction many people will get hurt and probably in the end you will just end up with nothing. That's the realistic of LIFE!

 

A small note of Thank YOU!

A thank you note from my clients after a successful event. The feelings when receiving it from them is just a sense of satisfaction as at the end of the day, you know they recognise you for the hospitality and the hard work you have thrown to them. Though, we face many problems but nothing beats the ecstatic joy for a successful function.

2013...

My first ever post for the year 2013 and with just a blink it is actually the month of March already. I have been missing out for the first two months. 2013 was not a real good kick start with the dismiss of my beloved  late grandma. Everything has been a pain for me. Now that she is gone, everything seems so different each time I back to the home town, the place that I once called home during my childhood. 

Had a very slow kick start for the first month of 2013 and everything seems not in place. It took me awhile to actually step out and realise that I need to move on. A slow month of January and generally its just another normal days to go through. Being stacked up with works given me the emphasize time to forget the sad moments and just concentrate on work. As the time pass, I had been or turned into a workaholic. Not to sure whether it is a good sign or not, but at least for this moment I know that I am still loving my work. Mind you, is my work...and not the working place. 

Come February, it is no other than the Chinese New Year. A month where every ones are busy cleaning, shopping, buying and the list goes on. I have a very simple celebration this year and not much of visiting. This year new year to me is like a relax and ease my mind week. All I do is just sleep, rest and eat. I do enjoy my times but deep down inside me...I knew that everything is different for this year new year. 

Anyway, March has began and is gonna be a brand new month. Hopefully I will be able to blog more as the times comes. 

Till then, let's the pictures do the talking.....

The real peach blossom plant 

"Kung Ming" lantern ahead... Have more wishes. 

My all times favourite, buddy...

2nd Day of CNY at my grandpa's place. Grandma will always be with us..

To mark the start for the Year of Snake...

The "LAM's FAMILY" 

CNY is all about prayers for this year..

The trance of Monkey GOD..

Pai Ti Kong at Debbie's place.. True blood of Peranakan "Hokkien" prayers..

With my cranko sister, jie jie Debbie. 

With Mum at Ramada..

Merry Christmas. .

Merry Christmas to everyone. A season to be jolly and be happy. A Christmas hug to everyone.

Every year, Christmas to me is a time for celebration, hang out, counting down and the list continues.  However, as the years past Christmas seems to have another meaning for me. It isn't completely about celebration but who you celebrated with in the warmth season.

I had a very simple celebration tis year with a blessed dinner with my family and a nice talking with my closest friend. I think for me this is more than enough and I do apprrciate and cherished the moment of it.

I am YOUNG!

I am YOUNG!!

But then..... It seems like I am about to the ageing road. GOD knows why.

Another 1 more year down the road I am sure I will look like maybe an aunty at the age of 40 plus...

The over worked and tiredness in me, will be the main and biggest issue. 

And the songs that always played in my mind will be we are young and my friend version of I gonna live my life. This is the 2 songs that always sang by us. But I am pretty sure that this is going to be song and not going to happen in reality. That's LIFE!

Take it or leave it, do it or leave it, work now or later...

Hold on to the strength~~

There are times in life or shall I shall there are days in a week that I will have a strong urge to actually quit my job and give up on whatever things it is now. The fame, glory, name, reputation and all you name it just dump it and forget about it. I seriously do not know and do not dare to think where should I be heading to 2 years down the road.

Will it still be the same old road?

Will everything still be the same?

Yet, again and again it is an answer yet to perplexed in my mind. I hope someone or GOD answered my prayers. There are times I do enjoyed working in a hotel industry but there are times too, I feel like I want to give up. The stress and the work load is something that is unexplainable. The time I at home is basically less than 6 hours everyday. My bedroom is like a rental room and my bed is just for me to sleep.

My oh My....
Teach me and tell me how am I supposed to live my life?