Monday, October 19, 2009

Is a misconstrue or feelings??

Is a hard feelings...is a mix feelings...
Is a misunderstand...


I want someone to understand me,
I want someone to care about me,
I want someone to listen to me,
I want someone to share with me...


But it seems like everything seems to be a whisper off.. I really do not understand WHY? Can someone tell me why? When I thought everything seems to be fine and getting on track that time, it give me hope and strength and telling me once more everything will be fine. I will see rainbows...TRUE enough, I see rainbows...


And the days after, it disappear...It also same like rainbows that comes out after raining but disappears when the sun rise high....That is the way it does on me....When I have thought everything will be alright, suddenly everything seems not going on my path...I HATE THAT!....


People always tell me love is wonderful..and I shall say is YES..
AND I have oodles of definition about that...
Love is patient, love is kind.
It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud.
It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker.
Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life...
Always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it.
It is like the dream of your matter of affection coming true.
BUT...
it seems like everything is opposite to me now.
It also enhances the relationship and comforts the soul..
LOVE should not be experienced and not just felt..
as the DEPTH of love cannot be measured.
But how many people that understand this??
I understand but people tends to misconcept my way of thoughts..
If this can be done easily, then you can also love easily...
And as GOD said, "Love all"


Somehow or rather,
the meaning of love will change with each different relationship and depends more on its concept of depth, versatility, and complexity.
Some say it is false and meaningless; it never exist,
because there has been many instances of hatred and brutality in relationships..
But deep in me; cavernous in me..
I believe love exist...
if we understand each other and must always remember that nobody is perfect...


BE together, share the joy and sorrow, understand each other, provide space to each other, but always be there for each others need...

AND surely love will blossom to strengthen the relationship with the matter of affection..

By this way, I hope I will always see the rainbow of my life..and I hope the tears of mine will stop dropping.......

2 comments:

bluestarstsl said...

what happened to you?
relationship problem??
you know you can tell me cause i am 'bak gua' enough... hehe...

Pey Yein @ Penny said...

hahaha...no la...just some expression of life...