Another weekend yet to past. Time really moving fast and I hope time tik-tok slower but I guess, that was just another dream. I had limited time constraints to finish up all my work load from my research till my work stuff till my own homework. Even how multi-tasker am I also, I still found out that my job load was a lot. Sigh~~~
Every week I back Malacca I will try to relax myself, letting off myself to take a deep breath and just enjoy myself back home. Hence, every week back here I will go out to have some drinks with my friends. Because I felt, this is the only way for me to hold myself back from all the work load I am facing.
AND, I just found out that I maybe was under some serious sickness which is INSOMNIA. Gosh~~ sleeping is so important but here I am, unable to sleep every nights. I have sleepless night for more than a month already. Please, I want to sleep. I look so horrible and terrible now. Friends of mine, quoting that I look very old now and having to see me in so weak condition. Hello, I am just 22 years old but I guess I tend to look like 42 years old now. I really need a rest. My body is going weaker and I do not know how long I can stand some more. Each time back, I am happy to jump on my bed and have the feeling that I will have a good night sleep tonight but things just aren't going on my pace. STILL, I am unable to sleep well.
HOW? I really do not know how. I hope, I wish, I know how too. I will soon become crazy if my condition continues to be so...
Just want to share this song with all my friends. Jericho was cute enough for everything. He meltzz me...and the song lyric for this song was written so well...and if ever a guy sings this song to me, I guess I will definitely fall.. *smash head*... I know I am dreaming..haha..
SO enjoy this song, Jericho Rosales - Beautiful in my Eyes...
To all my friends who is very dear to me, all of you all are some one who is very beautiful to me and I appreciate you all for coming into my life. I thank GOD for all that has been given to me.
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