Had a great time with my Mum and Bro last Sunday (18.08.2010). I really enjoyed myself well each time I with my family. They are life irreplaceble gift to me. Even tough, I knew that I will be having my mid-term test the day after, but I still try my very best to enjoy myself because I knew it will never be easy if we want to go out after that. My parents are as busy as the bees... Is really hard for us to go out together and hence, I really appreciate the time when we had together.
We headed up to KL in the morning and spent some time at the "TIEN HOU KONG TEMPLE" which is famous and had a great blessings that morning. My morning never felt this good before. Have some photo session over there and the places changes a lot already. It has been more than 10 years I never been there ever since I am small. SO, it give me another rekindled memories. It was really a nice and blissful place and scenery was great from the top of the temple.
After praying we headed to Midvalley to do some window shopping. SO it was Sunday so we do not expect no cars and no peoples in there. The crowd was huge there.......
And the journey continues on and on, so by the time I reached back Malacca is already 12am already. Quickly faster up my pace to catch up with some of my notes and doze off to bed as I was freaking tired because I did not have a good night rest ever since Friday.....
So, here are some photos to be shared...Enjoy, peeps... =)
This is a serious attitude and character problem that most people will have now. But it seems like it is getting stronger among the people that I knew. It is really sad to know that the people around us tend to be selfish to whatever things or stuff they do. They will only think of their own. For GOD saken, it is really hard to bare with people like them.
I really do not understand why some people can be fucking so selfish in everything that they do. They won't help anyone but theirselves and have no regard for anyone or anything in this world. These miserable bastards should be nucked and pissed off. They are making me felt so annoying towards their stupid character.
And then, I have come to the realization that almost every person in my life now that I met is selfish which make them sucky person. I have no expectations to those person except accept them for who they are - SELFISH.
Till then; I realize still my childhood friend...my old schoolmates were the bestf friends of mine even till now. We care for each other feelings and never failed to concern each other even we are distance away. Nothing beats the strong bond that I have with them compared to the new friends that I found.
It is really sad to know the truth when you really treat them as your friends sincerely. Perhaps, is me who has been into it too emotionally. But then, I thought we should treat each and everyone of our friends no matter we are close with them or what with the same treatment.
People......YOU PAY ME WITH THIS, AND NOW YOU ARE GETTING THE OTHER WAY ROUND TREATMENT FROM ME TOO. You did not appreaciate what has given to you, so do not blame people when people do treat you in a negative way. Well, life is VICE VERSA.
YOU only will remember people when you need help from that particular person. But when people ask from your help, you will never ever give a helping hand at all. Is really sad to know about it. You also never work as a team. You just think of yourself and your work load, the stress and pressure you are having BUT never think that others people have the same as you. So why do people need to do your part as well?
Another weekend yet to past. Time really moving fast and I hope time tik-tok slower but I guess, that was just another dream. I had limited time constraints to finish up all my work load from my research till my work stuff till my own homework. Even how multi-tasker am I also, I still found out that my job load was a lot. Sigh~~~
Every week I back Malacca I will try to relax myself, letting off myself to take a deep breath and just enjoy myself back home. Hence, every week back here I will go out to have some drinks with my friends. Because I felt, this is the only way for me to hold myself back from all the work load I am facing.
AND, I just found out that I maybe was under some serious sickness which is INSOMNIA. Gosh~~ sleeping is so important but here I am, unable to sleep every nights. I have sleepless night for more than a month already. Please, I want to sleep. I look so horrible and terrible now. Friends of mine, quoting that I look very old now and having to see me in so weak condition. Hello, I am just 22 years old but I guess I tend to look like 42 years old now. I really need a rest. My body is going weaker and I do not know how long I can stand some more. Each time back, I am happy to jump on my bed and have the feeling that I will have a good night sleep tonight but things just aren't going on my pace. STILL, I am unable to sleep well.
HOW? I really do not know how. I hope, I wish, I know how too. I will soon become crazy if my condition continues to be so...
Just want to share this song with all my friends. Jericho was cute enough for everything. He meltzz me...and the song lyric for this song was written so well...and if ever a guy sings this song to me, I guess I will definitely fall.. *smash head*... I know I am dreaming..haha..
SO enjoy this song, Jericho Rosales - Beautiful in my Eyes...
To all my friends who is very dear to me, all of you all are some one who is very beautiful to me and I appreciate you all for coming into my life. I thank GOD for all that has been given to me.
I really do not understand is the word trust exist. Because of the word "TRUST", havoc can happen anytime. Quarrel can just burst out and things will never be the same again. Trust can made a friendship goes stronger...trust can made a relationship goes deeper and further... BUT trust can also made everything turn ups side down and in the mess.
If everything was just based on trust and understanding, then I guess things will go in the right way...I just felt very sad when I knew that a friendship can change because of a word trust and a relationship can just disappear because of a word trust too. How I wish I can do something about it but I know I can't. I just can watched it to happen and then ask the GOD for everything. GOSH~~~....I hope my prayers were answered and I do hope GOD please bless the people around me. They are some one who is very dear to me.
Sunday, August 1, 2010
What is LOVE?
Love can be fun, love can makes people happy and smile, love can be wonderful, love can be imaginative, love can be interesting, love can gives people happiness but at the same time, love can be crucial. So what is love?
