Brand New Day~

Well, is another brand new day..a brand new morning. There is no sun this morning as I woke up and get myself to work but it was a rather nice and chilling weather. But I always believe that there will always be blue, bright and beautiful skies after a heavy storm. HOPE is always there for each and everyone of us if we believe in it. But the most important thing is SMILE. Smile for the day, smile to people and who knows your smile could had just brighten peoples day away.

There is just something not right when I woke up today cause everyday when I woke up, I will have those super reluctant feelings to get ready to go work but today I had the urge of waking up. That's like not me and I doubt why I am feelings such feelings. Definitely it won't be the feelings that I am falling in love with my job. But what I can say is that the only thing that motivates me to be here every morning even without mission and vission will be dressing up or doll up myself well just to ensure that I do not look like those aunties as I need not have to wear the uniform of theirs. So, dressing up and looking good everyday to work is a must for me! In fact, I dress up to be at work as flower pot only. For display purposes and JUST HOPING that I might meet any good looking guys coming into my office but I willl end up in disappointment each day cause there won't be anyone except the 3 men who is already uncles which I consider and passing by my glass window everyday also UNCLES! I am working in a place which full of uncles and aunties. Making my day seems so dull..hahaha.. Where are those hot looking guys?? guess I won't meet them over my place here. It will be a NO at my work place...

Somehow, I shall stop complaning but we human just have a weakness where we tend not to appreciate what we are having now. That's HUMAN nature..I hope some one over there will actually agree with what I am saying. Anyway, it's Friday already. I always oriented for Friday to arrive as I knew weekend is just hanging on over there. But when Sunday arrive, I will be slightly moody cause is a long week of Monday arriving. But me sometimes just being positive that there will not be Friday, Saturday and Sunday if Monday do not arrive. The world is moving...So accept it with an open heart. That's what I am telling myself always even I do complaint like loads at the end of the day. And what's more this Saturday where I am meeting my long longing and still counting the years peers friends. Always wanna and oriented to meet them because when I am with them, that's the moment where I always treasure for how I know I do not need to poker with them. I can just be the true me. And despite the distance and the busy working schedule of yours, we never and we shall not say we had lost contact and all this thanks to the techno world. We are getting in touch always... That's the good deal about it.

Lastly, just wanna share with all peoples out there a nice picture of LIFE. What's the meaning of life? Whatever you want it to be.. So, live your life to the fullest. The skies will change color, the day will arrive, so we shall just live our life as we will not know what if tomorrow never comes..



P/S: I had change the background of my blog cause I found out that too many dollars notes can just made the eyes seems so pain..haha..at least now, it seems better.

A month of work~~

Finally, I reached a month full of working days.. Is like really finally and I could not believe that I can survived for a month over here..haha.. Let's see for how long more I can survive. For I hope to survive until my 3 months of confirmation. At least there will be a good sign and *touch wood* IF I don't get confirmation by 3 months, I will just say byebye and sayonara. So long we farewell..haha..

The moment I stepped my legs on the doorstep on my office, I already start counting down the time I am finished work. Could you believe it? A worker like me need to countdown everyday..am I a good worker?? I try asking myself this too..haha.. I came to work with no mission and vission. All I have was to fb, to blog, to tweet, to tumblr, to read newspaper, hear music and play games. Now you see, am I a good worker?? Proud to say, I am. Self-proclaim..haha..

What is more happy then receiving salary at the end of the month..Yeah, got money already. No need to suffer with the fact that no money making me a dull person with no entertainment, no nice food, and etc. In conclusion, no money is really SHIT~~~ I need money. I always dream of money dropping from the sky each time I walk on the street but it seems my dream never come true yet, till now..So sad..hahahah...

Sleep More & Lose Weight!

Doctors at East Virginia Medical School in Northfolk, USA, have found that an effortless way to loose weight could be to sleep for an extra 20 minutes every night. The team studied 1,000 volunteers and found those who were of normal weight, having a body mass index of less than 25, on average slept for 16 minutes more a day than those who were overweight or obese. They say the hormonal changes that increase appetite may result from insufficient sleep. The researchers also found that men tended to sleep for 27 minutes less every day than women on average. A separate study found that those who slept for five hours a night had higher levels of the hormone ghrelin, which stimulates appetite.

See, that's the good deal of sleeping and sleeping and sleeping non-stop..haha..At least it is a good deal for those who wanna keep fit and lose weight. But it seems like how much I sleep also, the result is still the same..haha..I still tend to eat more even thought I slept more than 5 hours nowadays. So now who says sleeping is not good?? Sleeping is good! I always agree to the point that I can sleep all day long especially early in the morning when I do not feel like waking up and I would just love the fact to sleep all day. Sometimes, I do wish for that.

Now everyone could sleep where it is practical than everyone would fly..ops, does it make sense?? hahah...IGNORE!

Is a LAZY day~~

As I woke up this morning, the weather seems so nice to me. I can still see the rain drops from the leaves and trees, and definitely a cooling nice sense of the morning mist. As I walked down to the garden of my house to the praying house, I was like thinking in my mind...How nice if I could on the bed now instead of waking up and looking so no enthusiastic to work. Even my dog was sleeping under the car...pheww~~~ What a morning Tuesday!

Then, as I was taking my breakfast and there it comes a heavy downpour of rain. GOSH, that's the moment I told my mum I hope I was on my bed now. The sudden urge of just ignoring my work and continue back to sleep with Bruno Mars; Lazy song playing on my mind. With that, I really got the lazy nerve of doing anything. I just want to sleep and sleep and just enjoy my time on the bed rather than back to office and blog. Hell ya, I can just blog at home instead of wasting my time blogging at office here just to get sure that I had waste at least a minimum of 10 mins. I hope I do waste more than that.

Before my boss arrived, I just not in the urge to do any office stuff. I would just waste my 3 hours early in the morning, checking my own mails, using facebook, blogging, browsing through the webpage and waiting for my boss to arrive and till then I will only start my work.

Now, you see...the life of a secretary. It can be busy at times, but it can be superb free. But most of the time I am free especially when my boss was away to outstation or overseas. Here he is, flying off to Hong Kong on a week trip starting on 28th June. I will have my own time all by then and making sure that I back home sharp on time despite need to wait for my boss until so late everyday. Here, you see the reason why I do not start work early in the morning cause I knew that I will still had to be here even though office hours end. So, I just keep my works till the last. Basically, my work is just see see, look look, check check, chop chop, sign sign and once in awhile doing some correspondence and reservation.

And it was really true that once you start working, ones will seems tired all the time and you seems like not enough time to rest only. But all this is a sign on we are adult already. Last time, when I worked as event organizer even though the work is like super tiring without resting, working late at night but I am happy working on it. I am happy doing this job and seeing the satisfaction I got after each event succesfully organize. But now, I do not have any satisfaction from my work. I am here just to take salary...but I can foresee, I won't be here long. My bro can says that he is giving me 5 months to work over here and he can predict that I am leaving soon. haha...I believe what he says seems right too.... Well, let's us see how it goes by now.

Happy Father's Day!

~Happy Blessed Father's Day~

Normally, tribute will always go to mother and ppl will tend to celebrate mother's day more than father's day but I am giving the same appreciation and attribute to my dearest daddy who is the hero in my life. Hoola, yeah.. I LOVE MY DAD!

My dad has been the greatest person in my life. He has sacrifice most of the things that he could just to bring us a better life. My dad is like a commander back then in the house. There should not be any slouching, swearing, we must always be in our best attitude where ever we are and thousand of others do and dons. And with that it has shaped me and my bro to the person we are today. We understand all his hardship in bringing us up despite all the ups and down around us. He has never give up to show his love and concern to us, even though sometimes we do not really agree on what he done..haha..well, that is the naughty side of us. And I believe if everyday we treat our dad good, everyday is a father's day to him and not only this special particular day.

Dad,
for all those times I left it unsaid...
Thank You.
Thanks for being there for me..
For being patient with me even when
I made it difficult for you..
For believing in me and encouraging me to dream..
and being such an inspiring presence in my life.
You've seen me laugh,
You've seen me cry,
And always you were there with me,
I may not have always said it,
But thanks, I love you....
Happy Father's Day, daddy~~

Love always...

Guys SUCK!

Why do I wanna say until so harsh when mentioning about guys?? Guys are really that sucks sometimes. They are really a moron who do not care others peoples' feelings. However, I am writting this not to all guys but to a particular group of guys who falls under this. And I think most of the guys do fall on this matter.

And guys are in the most suck situation when they told you that they wanna go after a best friend of yours. GOD damn! If I am the particular person who heard this when the person I care and I love and I treasure the most told me, I think I will be heart broken. Here they are, they will never appreaciate whatever things they had but they will go on and on to find a more beautiful young ladies. But they never know that true beauties not only behold on the outer part but also the inner beauty that ones had. If you are pretty in the outside, that is only packaging....

That is the reason why I am still single right till now because I never ever trust guys. They can say like 10001 things good in front of you but hey yeah, once turn back they are like DEVIL! You never know what are they doing and in turn, they might just hurt you deeply.

I hope I never hurt any guys feelings who read on my blog. No offence but is just a shout loud...

Saturday~~

I hate the fact that I need to wake up blardy early to work. I hate the fact that I am waking up where my whole family are still sleeping including my dog. I hate the fact that SATURDAY is a working day for me. My Oh My... Argh~~ I am so reluctant to wake up. And now you see, I am in my office now, doing nothing but blogging. Is such a waste of resources and electricity to work on Saturday.

I had a very old and conservative minded boss. He still die die wanna work on Saturday even though his son had proposed to him not to work on SAT for the office peoples. I damn agree with his son but I am super not agree with my boss who says: NO!

I am getting tired of waking up as early as 6.45am everyday, having heavy head and mind and basically I am lazy to work. Everyday coming to work with sleepy eyes and heavy hearted. This is a sign that I am showing no more interest on my job already. I can foresee that I will not have any prospect in here and I am leaving soon. SOON! haha.. No doubt, this job do give me lots of benefits and some advantages where not everywhere I can get but still..it is a boring job where I am doing the same old routine every day.

Seeing those aunties does not ease away my working life and I am super boring working with this bunce of aunties witht their yack-a-LOT mouths. Sometimes I am just wondering can they shut for a moment? Once they open their mouth only, the words keep coming out like machine gun...GOSH! I thank GOD that I do not need to sit same area with them, if not I think I will not be able to stand it. NO matter there is work or without work, they still talk, gossips and yack non stop. Wonder again, will their mouth be tired??

I am not so sure, how long some more I am going to be here but I forecast and wish to leave here as soon as possible...Wonder will it be years, months, or days? All this yet to perplexed in my mind.