Thursday, March 24, 2011

Hold On~~~~

Stay tune for more post..currently I am so busy with my Final Sem @ my FINAL UNI YEAR... loads of things to do but because of the time constraints everything seems so pack up.

So stay tune, people..

Friday, March 4, 2011

The PAIN!



I am now suffering from this pain...THE BACK BONE pain @ Scoliosis / Adolescent idiopathic scoliosis ! Arghh~~ The pain is really unexplainable. The only thing I can do is just to lye down. No more walking around and enjoy the goodness of my life. I can't even sit for too long, and what's more from that? 2 hours of lecture class can actually take my life away.....

Why on earth I have to go through this pain. The pain can kills me and I seriously do not know when my bone has became like this. Many people would be wondering, what is scoliosis?

Scoliosis is a disorder that causes an abnormal curve of the spine, or backbone. The spine has normal curves when looking from the side, but it should appear straight when looking from the front. The most common symptom of scoliosis is an abnormal curve of the spine. Scoliosis may cause the head to appear off center or one hip or shoulder to be higher than the opposite side. If the scoliosis is more severe, it can make it more difficult for the heart and lungs to work properly. This can cause shortness of breath and chest pain. This is exactly what I am experiencing now. X-ray shows that the left side of my lung is blur which has made me having some difficulty in breathing..

And now, as I grew older...the remaining increasing of scoliosis is getting worst. And I am getting ready for the worst to come as for now. The worst of all, I will be undergoing surgery and be on bed as paralysed person and be a burden to my family members for monthsssss until I fully recoved. I do hope that by medication now, my condition can be controlled and I do not need to go on with surgery.


I pray for the best things to arrive and crossed fingers that everything will be alright to me.

Thursday, March 3, 2011

Because you loved me..

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right

For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful, baby

You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through
Through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me, ooh, baby

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love, I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe, I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because
I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me, the tender wind that carried me
The light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me