Sunday, December 28, 2008

Sad to leave again...

After a month of holiday I am going back to Uni tomorrow afternoon. It was really sad to go back there. I was having a heavy heart. Really do not want to go back to that prison or we call it JAIL or maybe bird cage. I really do not know why I so hate to go back there. I am aren't happy at all when mention that I have to back to Uni. Again, I have to pack my things again just like half a year ago when I pack to Uni. Is really like entering back Uni because I brought back every second thing of mine including those pails and so on. That is why it was really a wholesome lots to bring back up tomorrow. But I really do not want to go back. Thanks goodness, I am only back for 4 days 3 nights...haha..I will be back on the 1st of January..hooray~~ that is what I am looking for.

So I am going off for now and will be back on the 1st.....signing off now for the year 2008. Once again, Happy New Year to all my friends...

Friday, December 26, 2008

2008 highlight and new year resolutions...

Not knowing that it is actually the end of year 2008 already even tough it was another few more days. 2008 was actually the hardest year for me to go through. Though, I still go on with my life and it somehow quite experiencing with all the ups and down that I has encounter. Throughout this whole year there are really a lot of happy and sad moments. Happy moments are always kept but sad moments just wanted to wipe it off. Now is the time for me to refresh back my mind to a year ago; things I have done…whether it was good or bad; things that I always wanted to be done…whether I have done it or not.

Firstly, it would be my clarification that I am off from schooling days. No early wakes up, no more home works, no more facing teachers and definitely no more being nag or scold from teachers. Then I continue my life with working as part time for many jobs, then encounter many problems which I really don't want to look back and think about it. As what the saying always say, "In a day, when you don't come across any problems - you can be sure that you are travelling in a wrong path" What I hope was a new year, a new beginning for me..forget the past and cherished what I have now. Late on, enroll myself in Putra University of Malaysia taking Consumer Studies. Being there I wasn't sure whether it was a good thing for me or not? I not so sure to regret for the choices that I made or just let it be. But some how my life continues and I must march forward. Being at there wasn't a nice thing for me as I did not really enjoy my life there. Being in the middle of the deep blue sea, still searching for the path for me to venture in. Just by a second of time only, time passes truly fast that we are now in the end verge of 2008 already. Venturing into another new year, 2009. I do not knonw what was waiting ahead for me but I am sure that I am ready for all the obstacles that are created for me. I don't mind trying new things in life and of course definitely doing things that people will never do. As Einstein always kept in my mind, his words are truly used by me, "If someone feels that they had never made a mistake in life, then it means they had never tried a new thing in their life..."

Nothing much I hope for at this new Year but I hope for is I want God to come to my life and forgive me if I have done anything wrong. The most important things of all are to forgive all my sins and bless me with lots of blessings. Alas, I also want bless and hope that my family are blesses with good health and we will stay happy forever. All problems are ought to wipe away and good things shall stay as long as we stay. Besides that, have a sincere blessings to all of my dearizzz in my life. Without them, I won't be here walking down the journey today. Without their support, I already out of the track of the journey of my life. Others than that, I also hope to have a peace day to come…and a peace world that free from all kinds of disaster. Happy New Year of 2009! God Bless~~

Though I won't be in Malacca to celebrate new year this year, no more new year prayers for me but I sincerely bless for my family and those whom I concern the most in my life. A true GOD BLESS to them...

Looking back on the months gone by,
As a new year starts and an old one ends,
We contemplate what brought us joy,
And we think of our loved ones and our friends.

Recalling all the happy times,
Remembering how they enriched our lives
We reflect upon who really counts,
As the fresh and bright new year arrives.

And when I ponder those who do,
I immediately think of you.

Thanks for being one of the reasons I'll have a Happy New Year!
I hereby wishes all my friends Happy New Year in advance. May the next year be even better; full of pleasure, joy and fun. In this New Year too,I wish you all the best year you’ve ever had,and that each New Year will be better than the last. May you all realize the fondest dreams and take time to recognize and enjoy each and every blessing. Happy New Year~~~

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

~~ Merry Christmas ~~

Merry Christmas everyone!
It was just another day for me to go through even tough it was a CHRISTMAS today. And yet I am too lazy to get out from my house and go visiting or just hang out. One more reason is because the jammed that cause if you were thinking to go Malacca town.
This is the first year too that I did not went out to enjoy my day during christmas eve. For the previous yearsss I am sure out from my house during the day and partially having fun all night long.
REASON for not celebrating: I was working for that particular day...
But somehow, after working my lady boss still treat us eat as our christmas treat. So is still counted as I did enjoy my day after a tired work. I still have fun laughing all the way, giggling all night long and definitely gossiping around with my fellows colleague. Not to leave behind, teasing each other as our favourite pass time. As what my boss says, "we don't have turkey nor pie for christmas treat, BUT we have ayam golek and roti john to replace it..boleh la tu, counted as christmas eve countdown also" tis also counted...hahah..
After eating and fetching one of my colleague back home, I drove myself back and once I reached home I am freaking tired already. BUT my day just doesn't end like this. I received a christmas present..haha..that is what most people would, thanks to some one who never failed to make my day seems better than ever..
So after all, my day aren't that bad too beside working for the whole day...
Lastly, I would like to wish everyone Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year with a smooth journey ahead with lots of surprises hopping all the way and definitely a year full with lots of happiness and lucks pouring in all the way...

Monday, December 15, 2008


Courtesy of PICTURES ahead...

the 4 of us..

the gals of the night..

me and Ming suan

me and Lee yen

Me and Kian Tiong..

Lee yen and Benny...

the 4 best buddies for life...

Well, we finally got to hooked up after so long for not meeting with each other. Even some I met always but there are some of them whom I have not met for a long time...All of us still the usual us who talk non stop, crap non stop and basically laugh non stop too..well that is only all the above is the random pictures of us...

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Will it still be the same???

Will it still be the same like the years before this where you would be with me all the time??
Will it still be the same like the years before this where you be with me no matter rain or shines??
Will it still be the same like the years before this where you would cheer me up??
Will it still be the same like the years before this where you will tell me everything will be alright when I am in the lowest point of all in my life??

All this are yet to be perplexed in my mind as everything seems to have change for me. I wonder will this year christmas and new year will be the same without the appearance of yours.. The pictures and the memories of yours and mine are still vividly picture clear in my mind. The year comes and goes, but you will never failed to surprise and put a smile on me each time it comes. AND I am wondering here again, will it still be the same this year? I am wondering around and thinking of it.

You're always there for me through both the good times and the bad.
You're always there to laugh with, or to help me when I'm sad.
Down at the mall even though we had no money.
Laughing at anything and everything, yet none of it was funny.
Walking around the block, or watching movies all day,
We never really ran out of things to say.
We howled at the full moons, would spin at parks until we were sick,
Helping each other through both thin and thick.
You live only hourssss away now, but it seems so far.
I wish I could be down there, where you are.
No longer can we stay up late, talking all night long,
Trying to figure out, how things can go so wrong.
Why do two of the best friends you'll ever know,
Have to be split up, because one is forced to go?
If you ever need to talk, then just pick up the phone,
I know right now you feel it, but you're definitly not alone.
Although you may be feeling, somewhat out of touch,
Never forget that your friends love you very much.

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Life without AIM...

My life mode now is like a bird without wings, a hp without network, jungle tracker without a compass or maybe a blind people without a walking stick. I can't identify where am I now?? I am tired of everything. I may look tough in the outer part of me but the truth me no one know. I am some one who want perfection in life and that makes me think and think and plan and plan whatever I do..that is sometimes making me hard. I do not know what is the outcome of it but yet I will still plan whatever I do. From wearing a clothes to doing something is all need to be plan. I somehow wondering here, is this way work for me?? is it good to plan??? am i too controllable in my life?? can that lead me to a better path?? All this are yet to be perplexed in my mind. Somehow I am still waiting for miracle in my life....

Monday, December 1, 2008

Tour around Malacca..

This post should be posted up few days ago but because of I am LAZY and sort of busy too so I did not post it. My Uni friends visited me on Friday and basically they are visiting me being the tour guide bringing them around Malacca, eating most of the nice food and visiting most of the well-known places in Malacca. The days they are here is very short only, 3 days 2 nights and that is why making everything very rush and not all places we are able to go. AND the worst is weekend in Malacca is a hell of jammed in almost every where. I am indeed frustated when stuck in the jammed for hours in Malacca. Can't you imagine, Malacca can jammed for hours. THAT IS TIRING... shall post up some random pictures to share but not all as I don't have the full collection. I need to wait until my friend send me as the one I posted one will be the on in my camera...

Fong Yi and Xiang Liang in front of the "Revolving Tower"
Revolving Tower..
Leaving marks and footsteps...
~ Sandy beaches and coconut trees lead the way of ours..~
Malay house...
"Victoria Fountain"
Me and Xiang Ling..
the three of us...
"Eye of Malacca"
Malacca River Cruise..
* Eye of Malaysia in Malacca *
Chicken Rice Balls..
Asam Laksa and Prawn Mee..
P/S : Will upload more when I get all the pictures..