I'M 21!

Finally, I am 21. Not that proud actually cause that means that I am on the edge of getting older...haha.. Anyway, I have to accept the fact that I am 21 already.

It was a very extra normal day for me. People might say that 21st birthday will be a day where most people will have celebration and so on. BUT I might say that my birthday was the most normal one. I did not have any celebration just a normal cut cake session with my family members. AND that's will be the end of my celebration too.

It was really another normal day to goes through. Somehow, I would like to thanks to all my friends who has made the effort to give me a call, text me a message, msn to me, posted on facebook wall and some friendster comment. Even, my day was a normal one but those messages and wishes really made out my day to be a better one. And not to leave behind some belated wishes that came pouring in even after 12am..

WHAT SHALL I CONCLUDE? I have a very normal birthday celebration and somehow my birthday celebration started with disappointment and almost end up with disappointment too...BUT luckily don't have and if not I really do not know should I happy or not...

Last but not least, I want to say a BIG thank you again to those who has wishes me. THANKS a million for that..MAY GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU ALL~~~

It's Over~~

Thanks goodness that it has come to an end already. MY EXAM...that's he the end. Wholesome of release and relax now. I finally came to an end of my first year already. It was really like a thunder strike. Previously I was saying that entering UNI, my hardship over there, and now I am at the end verge of first year. I still got 2 more years to go...is a long long long journey to embark on.

So now, I shall really relax myself for few days before I continue to work back. Back to the world of $$$$...back to the world that I need to earn $$$$...hahah...

That's a short post for now..will blog more once I got the plot to write off.

I regret for my biggest mistakes...

Never realise that I have hurt the most important people in my life and the one whom I love the most..That was the biggest mistakes I have made and this was the second time already. I did not know what to utter anymore. I regret for what I have done. Can GOD forgive me for my sins? Can the person forgive me? I seriously do not know. I HAVE MADE THE MOST IMPRUDENT MISTAKES...hurt the person so much..nothing can repay for that bruise.

Woke up this morning
Trying hard to hide my melancholy
I joined you for breakfast
And we continued our life


Every day it is similar
You are cheery
And so am I
Our terrible life

Can you imagine a time
When we awoke and did not speak
Realizing our moods would cause tension
Tension caused by too little life?

I do wish
I leave for work and study sullenly
Dreading the day already
Weeping far within


The life, terrible and unending
Would cease to be
And I would know the real you
And you the real me


But, the life drags on for now
For it is not written in the stars
And perhaps it will never be
I am my own companion


The dreaded truth
Gathered in a lifetime
Sentenced for an eternity
Realized too late

Taggy..

1. Do you have secrets?
Yes, I do have secrets and infact everyone of us will have a secret.

2. Do you ever try a few days do not eat anythings?
Absolutely NO! I am someone who complains hungry all the time..haha..

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
Yesss..and I miss my school life a lot..Nothing beats the happy moments in
school..those good and bad days..

4. Coffee or more coffee?
Coffee...

No 5 sudah hilang.

6. Laughter, or forever smiles?
Forever smiles..

7. Who is more important? Lover or best friends?
Can I have both...both are equally important to me..

8. The person you like is already attached, what would you do?
Forget about it and just hunt for a new one...

9. What made you smile today?
No idea..

10. Angelic or Devilish?
I have 2 different character...haha...Sometimes I'm Angelic and sometimes I'm
DEVEILISH..

11.How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
To have a good prospect in my career life..

12.Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family, friends and the one that I love the most..

13.What is the most important thing in life?
MONEY and current moment will be SLEEPING..

14.Are you single or attached?
BOTH..haha..

15. What is your favorite color?
No specific favorite color..

16. What is your wish?
Excel my exam with flying colors, have more money, have more wonderful life
and happiness come pouring in..

17. Have you wondered what will happened afterlife?
Become a fairly or maybe achieved my immortality hood..

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
Maybe I will..depends on what matter and who done it..

19. Which do you prefer? Spending more time with Family members or the close /
understandable one?
Of course will be both of the category.

20. 5 people you're gonna tag
Melissa, Mun Wai, Hui Qwan and anyone who is interested with this...


P/S: Post about my recent stuff will be uploaded once I finished my exam..so meanwhile my blog will leave unvisited by me..