Sunday, June 22, 2008

Human... FRIEND!

Some friend will just say YES to everything when they need you to tell out something. They will promise and even swear here and there to make you tell out that particular stuff.

I totally being annoyed by those type of people who say one word but did out another action. Its really annoyed me. I get really mad when I know I got such friend. I trusted and believe my that friend but at the end of everything it is different from what I thought.

I AM SO ANNOYED BY SUCH PEOPLE!

Saturday, June 21, 2008

A relaxation moment...

After a hectic schedule for the past 6 months, today I finally got to relax myself. Went up to Genting early in the morning today with my friends and reach there around 9 like this. Thanks goodness, the weather there is pretty good, NO RAINS! The most nice part is I don't need to come out a single cent or RINGGIT and yet I got to enjoy myself already. Aren't that a good thing??..haha...Just need to sit in the car all the way up and all the way down without spending a single notes...hahaha...

I did enjoy myself to the fullest because knowing that I will be off to Uni next week and time for me to enjoy will be lesser. And saying about Uni, there is so much things to prepare in the short period of time. Is really a TIME CONSTRAINT! Despite me sleeping only a few hours last night, looking like an all time favourite panda, it does not stop me to play almost everything there. I still feel that I am lucky because I did not puke out after the roller coaster ride regardless I am lacking of sleep and that causes me feeling dizzy.

Time passes very fast if you were to play and enjoy. So after playing, eating and walking around....about 5 something like this we start to "roll" down the hill...hahah...All the way back Malacca I was damn tired and exhausted already. Practically I am way too lazy to open my mouth and talk neither...hahaha...Sic, around 9 something I step back to my house and feeling damn lazy already but now still here blogging. So this shall be a short post on my trip....

P/S : No pictures will be uploaded for personal purposes..haha..

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

A BIG RELEASE!

I am SO HAPPY! Nothing beats the ecstatic joy that found in me now... I felt so release. Yes, is A BIG RELEASE..At least, I got a hope and wish that came true. The moment when I saw this:

TAHNIAH ! Anda telah berjaya ditawarkan program seperti di bawah :
KOD PROGRAM : PP20
NAMA PROGRAM : BACELOR PENGAJIAN PENGGUNA
IPTA : UNIVERSITI PUTRA MALAYSIA (UPM)


I was shouting like nobody business inside my room and ran all the way out and wake my parent up...hahaha...now you see, how happy am I!... I got what I want and absolutely the Uni that I want too. And most of my friends got what they want too.. CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL OF THEM!

So, today I can sleep and rest well already. Can release one burden on me already.

Monday, June 16, 2008

Value!

Recently, I received a very nice email from my friend. This proverbs really catches my eyes attention. It was a proverb note on VALUE! Value itself can define in various meaning but what I mean was treasure the valuable person in our life.









Yes, I totally agree with the statement that "What is most valuable is not what you have in life but who you have in your life"....

From my point of view, I think that we shall always value the person in front of our life especially our beloved PARENT because they are the one who brought life to us. They are god gift to us. Without them we would not have the day to see the sun. Always appreciate what they have done to us. Our love to parent is different from a best friend's love, which is different from a romantic love. Don't be ashamed to tell anyone that you love your parent as much as you love anyone else in your life. Everyone should know how to write a good thank you note to them because it shows them how much we value them and it expresses our appreciation for what they have gave to us.

Besides, we shall also value the person in front of our peripheral vision especially those who have left etches in our heart and foot prints in our life...We shall always appreciate and treasure them in our hearts and the moments they have with us because they are 2nd gift to us from GOD. They are life irreplaceable gift too. Love someone that you like the most when you still have the time for it. Cherish them before you are too late for all that and never regret in your life once they are gone. So, nurture and hold them on when the moment is still there. Sometimes in life, you will realize that you can actually lost them. If you realize that you can lose the one you love, then you have a greater appreciation of what you have. Think how lucky you are to have someone to love.

Sic, always value the person in our life when we still got the wonderful moment with them.

Saturday, June 14, 2008

RESULTS!!!

Finally the most nerve-wracking moment going to arrive already. Yes, it was the local university application going to announce on next Wednesday. I was solicitous waiting for that but now when it going to arrive I seriously felt like is another big happening for me to go through it. Our life is always full of excitement and the eagerness....

When it comes to any result announcement only, it will definitely make and give us the feel of heart breaking. From primary six we got UPSR, then come to lower secondary we got PMR then comes to upper secondary we got SPM...that is not the end yet~~ Then we got Pre-Uni; the sixth form we had the STPM. All this can't beat the most up breaking one which was the news that announce the local Uni one because this is the one going to determine part of our future journey. What to do, most working sector nowadays need that piece of paper. So we somehow also need to based on that PIECE of paper...

I am afraid that if I got into those far far away Uni, or those ulu-ulu Uni like those in Kelantan one or what...I am going to be dead meat. Maybe at the second when I know I am going those Uni which I do not want at all, I am afraid that I will be sobbing all the way...haha..I admit I got a very shallow tears tank..haha...It will be unequivocally that I need few seconds or minutes for me to digest everything....hahaha..but TOUCH WOOD! hopefully all this would not happen on me.

Now, I have to pray hard...PRAY VERY VERY HARD so that the GOD will answer my prayer and give me to the nearest local Uni. I really hope for that now. So, cross-fingers and hope for the best.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Time Trammel...

I have been relaxing myself and wonder around for almost half a year. During this half a year I really do not know what I have been doing and I am not sure too what have I done. All I can say is I have a roller coaster life. Sometimes at the up track, sometimes at the low track and sometimes at no where!


Then when now is coming to the end of the month already, I start to ratiocinate and stimulate back my brain and mind about many things and moment I have during this 6 months break. Suddenly only I thought that I actually have many things that I have not done yet. I really got many undone stuff. I really need more time already. TIME AIN'T ENOUGH!


I positively hope that time will be return to 6 months back where I can actually treasure the time more...haha...I am really a BIG dreamer. When I got the time that time, I always felt that time passes sort of slow and I just seems like dragging my time but now when I need time that period that time I felt that it passes extremely FAST~~~



So now I do hope that I can done the things that I want within the time limit...FIGHTING with the time again....



Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Mission Accomplished!

Previously our outing was not successful at all because of certain reason but yesterday it was a satisfying one...haha...

So the previous day I was talking with Shiek Ching about the mission failed outing and we sort of thinking when is the next one coming up. At that twinkle, we really got no idea when we can actually find time to go out because of time constraint.

Then, yesterday morning I suddenly only got strike by an idea why don't just go out at night better than linger around the corner and do not know when at all. So, I message Lee Yen and told her so we start to plan and sort out the time already..BUT before this, she says we don't sort first we must make sure our driver free...OH ya hor, I forgot about the driver...haha..so message Benny and making sure that he was ABSOLUTELY free then only we say ON for this outing..haha..

Then, 7pm Benny calls and telling me that he is on his way already...I am quite afraid that he will told me that he was working OR pushing his bike to the nearest petrol station..hahaha..but thanks goodness, everything went out as I suppose..hahaha...Then after fetching all of us, Lee Yen, Shiek Ching and Kai Yin, we wanted to go and eat already BUT too our knowledge we do not know where to go at all. Hence, Benny just say since then we head on to MUAR already la...for a second, all of us got speechless and do not know what to answer him. Inside the car was total silence for a second..haha..until he yelled at us to give him response...haha..So with no longer hesitation we head on to Muar and despite thinkinig that the petrol already increases. On the way there, we were laughing, talking, giggling and non-other than GOSSIPING. Through out the whole journey, thru and flow, inside the car aren't silence at all..Now I think you can guess the power of our mouth...haha..

Then on the way there we have to think some more when reach Muar there, what to eat some more. Thereupon, Kai Yin suggested to us that we must eat the fish head mee hoon(if my translation is correct) if we were to be in Muar. BUT the question came out again, where is that restaurant?? Thanks goodness, our driver is smart enough to find get the way to that restaurant. That restaurant was not situated in the Muar town area but was on the outskirt, some where reaching Pagoh if I am correct again...haha...

After eating, we planned to get back to Muar town to get some other food like fried oyster or something else. BUT to our dismay, the shop and stall already close already. So after turning in Muar town for about half and hour we decided to get back to Malacca and get some food...haha...

So we get back to Duyong and settle ourselves in the mamak stall and crave for some light food. In mamak stall, we can't leave behind some story telling time also...is a whole time MUST...haha..or not our day will be very dull and boring. About 11 something like this, is time for us to get back home and rest already. Likewise more or less, this is how our one night outing is about...haha...

My litte one...

Ok, finally caught a few pictures of my little puppy but took the pictures using the most silly way..haha.. I use the laptop webcam to took the puppy pictures because OF I don't have any camera with me at this moment BUT that was a brilliant idea I thought..haha...So here are some pictures...not that nice but then at least got a few pictures of him, better than nothing at all..haha..













2 silly person trying to squeeze into the small lense..haha...

Saturday, June 7, 2008

Welcoming the new Puppy!

After departing with my little Wealthy, now I am welcoming my another new puppy. He is just 3 weeks old and is the breed of golden retriver..very small..but yet damn cute. Well, is very normal...puppy is always cute. Hopefully when grown up already, don't turn into devil I am more lucky already..haha.. He is so DAMN CUTE..haha...

I better stop here..or else I'll be talking more nonsense already. I am crazy over it now..haha...


P/S : no picture available cause camera spoilt...sad case...

Friday, June 6, 2008

A ghost? A zombie? or A panda?

The current condition of me now is like a delusion to me. Might happen because I am lacking of sleep but I guess shouldn't be lacking of sleep as I got the time to sleep yet I cannot sleep at all... so any precise words to describe my current condition.

My friends were saying me looking like A GHOST because I seems very livid and my taedium vitae look..haha..There is one friend even worst, say me look like A ZOMBIE that just jump out from coffin. Hey, if I really just jump out from there means your eyes really got problem and you are having soul problem..haha..Then to those small kids who not sure how to describe me they will just say YOU LOOK LIKE A PANDA!...yeah, I get it! Why? because of 2 darks circle that circulate around my eyes..hahaha...

Then I asked myself again, DO I really look that scary or that bad??? The answer to me is YES...haha...I am looking like a person who has not sleep for don't know how many dayssss.....hahahaha.....

So now the thing that I need to do now is quickly get back to normal. Back to humanoid and not those ghost, zombie or panda...haha...

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

An abrogate outing...


Yesterday, was supposed to be an outing for me to be with my friends. So a day ago, we sort of like plan the time and so on. Sic, I contacted our driver for most the time; Benny and to ensure that he was free on yesterday and the time he can. Very well, he says Ok, and the time was 6.30pm he will come and pick me up because we knew we cannot go out late night due to Lee Yen must back home early.

Apparently, I rushed back home after I settle everything by 5pm because I knew if by that time I still not back yet then I will be having a hard time again fighting with the time as I need to have some prayers as yesterday was the 1st lunar month. By the clock struck 6.15pm, I am all ready and can get out the house at any time when call arrived. Thus, 6.30pm sharp my hand phone was ringing and in my heart I guess that he was coming to pick me up already but to my dismay he told me that he was still working now so can we have it later around 8 like this? Before I am able to say yes to him, he already hangs up the phone maybe because he was working and was not convenience at all to talk that long.

Without hesitation any longer, I quickly message Lee Yen and told her that our outing maybe a little bit delayed. But at a quick sense we were like why want to rush why don’t we just change the day. Again, I message to Benny telling him that no need to rush and we don’t mind changing the day but…BUT… what he reply to me was I'll try. Not long after, Lee Yen do message him and mention the same thing to him asking him not to rush and we would not mind at all to change the day and AGAIN he reply to Lee Yen I'LL TRY. At that moment of time, Lee Yen and I were stammered because everything seems hanging now…haha… She was hungry and neither nor I am too. Hence, we wait for the clock to tick until almost 7.45pm like this I got a call from temple saying that they aren’t enough people for the prayers. Again I am stuck! I did not know what I should do already for that jiffy.

Devoid of thinking anymore, I message Lee Yen again telling her that tonight outing must revocable already because by the time I was talking with Lee Yen the time already strike 8pm and I haven’t got any news from Benny yet. So have to decide already, no time for me to dilly-dally anymore. I quickly called Benny and told him that tonight outing must be cancel already as I need to hurry my pace to temple. Therefore, finally he says alright and not I'LL TRY anymore because to my consternation he was now pushing his bike to the nearest petrol station as his bike has empty petrol tank...haha…the split second I heard about it I laughed non-stop on the phone already…hahahahaha…. So off, I have to told Lee Yen about it again and asking her to inform Shiek Ching and Kai Yin.

Then I have to hurried my pace to get myself change and rush down to temple but then traffic jammed all over the places that got petrol kiosk around. Because announcement made that by 12 midnight the petrol price will be increased by 0.78 cent making it RM2.70 per litre. I think the next time we need to drive to town or what why don't we think of a second shall be considering bicycle instead? By the tremendous increased of the petrol, we hardly survive anymore. This is definitely a nightmare for us because the increase in the price of petrol will lead to the increase of the price of other stuff. Somewhere around this year, I think the price of food had increased too. Considering the drastic changes in the fee of petrol now, I can't imagine how many additional expenses that we need to incur in the future.

And superficially my night ended up in the temple then seeing all the petrol station filled up with cars and it was a LONG LONG queue.

Sunday, June 1, 2008

I am sometimes lucky too...

Let see..refer back on my title, I am sometimes lucky too...Why did I mention that? This is because apart from the melancholy life, me too sometimes feel that I am lucky and being spoiled by someone too. This is because sometimes what I wish for is also granted too. So after all, I still happy even after a dispirited day. You might call me a spoiled child or a spoiled youth but at this moment I don't even bother what you call me..haha...


The suspicion of sometimes being care and spoiled by someone is really nice too..haha..this is something that I was unaware at all until today...haha..


OK, now...here come my wish. Before my friend left for Berlin, Germany for a holiday he asked me what I want as a souvenir. I did not ask for any expensive stuff nor I ask for any special stuff but I just ask for a simple and cheap stuff which is STORY BOOKS! He was like what?? Go there and get for you story books instead of buying you something special and I goes, YES, story books...because Malaysia story books is expensive compared story books that sold over there...the prices over here is like thrice the price. So when he came back last Friday, the first thing that goes to my mind was do you have any books for me and once I heard yes I was indeed very happy already. Even a small thing can make me very happy already. Besides story books, he also bought back many nice snacks and nice stuff. Ergo you see, one simple thing can make me in seven wonders of heaven already..credits to yang again...



This is all the books that he got back and it costs less than RM100..what a cheap one! I got so happy when I saw all this books that I got hold of it and take a picture as remembrance. You might say me crazy I know..but no choice, I am just being too uphoric..haha..All the books belong to me except the FREAKONOMICS book, that definitely not mine..haha..



But way to surprise me was I got caught hold on one book..haha..that book was actually very nice. It say about a dog, called Lassie. Dog lovers will absolutely love this book. I remembered the last time I see this show was when I was a small girl then I got attracted by the show but no longer showing already. So now can get the story book also counted as good already...haha..






Now you can imagine how old is this book through the front cover. Hence, all this books will be with me day and night until I finish reading all of it but it gonna take some times because I am way too busy for the books right now. Will find some time for it due to the excessive happiness on me..haha..Just say me crazy, and I have to admit it...

The others snacks and souvenir all, not going to say about it cause it doesn't caught an eye on me..So that's it for now...