YOU make me SMILE.. =)

I end up my 15th days of CNY with a blessed and smile. It was a great CNY and just hope and pray for a better year ahead of me. I had spent my CNY well and had a great time with my family and friends. What else could I asked for??

Spend my quality moments with them... My primary till secondary and the years continue to count despite the busy-ness on us but we never failed to meet whenever we could. With them arond, you just never failed to laugh, yack and gossips non stop..well, girls will always be girls. A fact that cannot be change.

Besides, I did not miss the opportunity to meet up with my secondary school sweet heart.. Melissa. That's the perfect picture of us after so long. We always forget to take any photos cause we will be busy talking until forget the photo part. That's how girls are meant to be when they get together after so long. It was really a stress free night as we had shared so much in common in terms of maturality in some senses. Glad that we are still so close despite that we do not meet that often. Love you, gal as always...

Lastly, it was definitely the time I spent with my loved ones, my family. Had a great Sunday outing with my mum and bro to Taman Seribu Bunga. Now, lots of people might be wondering where hell is this place?? Its just located next to our Chief Minister office. Not many people knew about it as the government itself did not take the initiave to actually spread it out. It was a nice place for evening walk and a place where you can see FLOWERS... But it will be better if they could update the maintenance part. They even have a nice man-made lake. You can just drop by to have a look if you had prepared for mosquito war... =)

And not to leave behind, the smiles that I had when I was in my work place. Even though, I gotta work until late night for the past week and the continue week for wedding fair and valentine's day, but nothing beats the esctatic joy when you are with the bunch of crazy colleagues. Working till late nite wasn't tat bad after all with the companion of them. We really put a smile on each others even we are serious TIRED. Long hours of working.....

That's the reason why I am smilling and wishing everyone had a blessed SUNDAY. Till, then....

Happy New Year!

Happy New Year to everyone.. May you guys had a blessed year ahead with abundance of good things~

May the new year bring these wishes to all of you,
Warmth of love, comfort of home
Joy for your children,
Company and support of family n friends
A caring heart that accepts
and treats all human beings equally
Enrichment of knowledge and
Richness of diversity
Courage to seek and speak the truth
Even if it means standing alone
Hopes and dreams of a just world and desire to make it happen
A light to guide your path
Helping hands to strengthen unity
Serenity and peace within your mind,
Heart and soul
Food for thought and soul
A hand to hold

Well, all that is my wishes to each and everyone. As for me, I had just a simple wish that hopes everyday is a happy day and everyone can just forgive and forget in a brand new year. Forget the past, cherish the new.

I had a great New Year countdown and celebration party yesterday. Was at hotel about 9 plus to start preparing for the countdown and when 11.30am there are huge crowds at lobby area already. I did not expect that it will be so much of people. Then, we had the Indian people playing the traditional instruments, Malays playing the kompang and Chinese playing the drum. It should and supposed to be a 1 Malaysia cultural theme. It did attract attention of many and I think this is the first time we celebrated it in this way. 12am sharp, 1000 balloons seems scattering the whole lobby and confetti are all over the place. It was truly a fun time. Then we have this "human choo-choo train" round the hotel. Start pulling and wishing and hugging people on the way...Is like crazy ones.

It was my first time celebrating New Year in a crowd. After all the hard work in 2011, after all the hard core moment in 2011 too is time to rejoice and celebrate it in the way we want it to be. I had a few toss of drinks with my colleagues to mark the start of a brand New Year and after that we think is time for our stomach to regain back some food after all the sweatness and calories burn..haha... We head down to K5 and the night end up with eating and yakking non stop from us.

Back home with a sleepy and tiring eyes and dozed of to bed. That's how I usher in my New Year... How bout you guys?

My Days~~

Time pass really swift that its now coming to the end of the year 2011 already. Without knowing it, I already at HEM worked for like 3 months and a plus already. As I sat down here and looked back at my days.....

I felt so much to be say, so much to be kept as memories, so much to be told....

Beginning of the year, I am still an undergraduate student at UPM and now I am officially a white collar. Within a year too, many things had happened. The good and bad one, the happy and sad ones.. The most hardest part was to go through the death of my Wealthy. Even till now, she is still in each and everyone of our hearts. We will just remembered back all about YOU whenever we sit down and talk or have a simple dining. That's show how much we misses you.....

Again, looking back... I wish to learn from the mistakes I had made and march forward. GO the distance till the max that I can. As for now, I really just wanna focus on my career. True enough, I had lost many of my quality moments as I had sacrifice a lot like family and friends. Moment, my friends will just speak to me and say, Hey... you got no more LIFE! But I believe, shiny days are awaiting for me on the other side if I achieve it. So just bare with it. Hopefully, 2012 is a better year ahead for me.

Next, I would love to cherish and appreciate the person around me. Is really not easy to meet them in your intersection of life especially your family. I seriously felt thankful for the given things in my life. Sometimes all we need is a little appreciation. A sincere words from you means a lot to the person whom you care the most. Do not take things for granted. Just be grateful and thankful for it. For the next couple of days to New Year 2012, I just wanna say a big THANK YOU to people that had make a different in my life now. Thanks for molding me up to the person I am today.

Somehow, I know that I will usher in the New Year in style and with a BANG! I will be celebrating it at Equatorial this year as we are doing a 1 Malaysia countdown from 11.30pm onwards. It will be so much of fun and I definitely looking forward for it... Yeah~~

Let's welcome in the Year of 2012 with a smile.. =)

A Hectic Life~~

Till then I realized that it has been a long time since my last post. Eventually, I got lot of things to blog on but I just do not have time for it. And to my next extend, today is a SUNDAY and I am blogging at work. Great..

Life has been different to me now. I am facing lots of challenges and I ought to say that each of that make and shape me to another level of knowledge in life. I used to complain last time when I got no work to do and when I need to work full days on certain Saturday but now, I am even working when Sunday arrive. So, what's life am I having?? I got real tired at times, but the next thing I know is that I still need to work my ass out of it. That's work and that's LIFE!

I am trying to find time for myself too, or at least indulge myself with nice foods and pamper myself to a nice gateway with family and friends. Lots more of work loads to arrive, as the Festive season is arriving around the corner. Christmas, the season to be joy and merry and NEW YEAR the day we usher in another great year ahead. Well, let's us walk the way and the distance together.. Till then~~ With love.

A little winding of my life~

I am like MIA for quite some time but the truth is like about a week only, but it seems I had long time did not update on my blog already. Had been very busy dealing with work and tons of work load as well as those hassle and bustle of LIFE.

Several things have been running through my mind since the day I started my new life. Tons of questions and doubts pondering and perplexing into my mind. I always thanks GOD for all I have and I do appreciate what I am having now, but life is not so easy as it seems. Tough decision to be made, whether you'll move on to the right path or no. Yes you can't predict of what will happen in the future but we can minimize the consequences. Whether will I regret in the future or not it is still something to be see and ask. Sometimes, I am blur with all the decisions that I made too. I am just afraid I will made the wrong decisions or choosing the wrong path in my life. I seriously afraid of this. But I can't do anything, as circumstances do not permit me to do things that I wish too. I just had to bare with it... Even though, sometimes we ought to chase our dreams.

But no matter how life treated us, we just need a break in it or maybe a comma in it so that we can move and leap further in the future. And I always feel blessed for the given peers friends that I had with me for the past 16 years. Nothing beats the ecstatic joys when you are with them. It is always nice to yack, gossips, chat and changing info with them as you will find yourself dwelling with all their laughters...

Even though, all of us are busy with our own things but we just never forget to link each other once in awhile and even you had meet many new friends found outside there, you will still realize upon that peers friends are the best friends forever that you could label them. People out there are mostly poker faces with you but only them and also ONLY with them....you can be the truly you and yourself.

Presenting them...


From left: Li Chia, Wai Ming, Me and Ai Yun.


From left: Rae Lynn, Li Chia, Wai Ming, Me and Ai Yun..

The born of MUSHROOMS...

This is like the 2nd time I am visiting my dad's newly build mushroom's farm. The last time I went there it wasn't that developed yet. From 3 mushrooms house now they had expanded it into 18 houses (more in the future) and readying to grow and plant their 2nd experimental mushrooms with better seeds and better equipment. Hopefully, those oyster mushrooms can grow well. My dad is doing well on this but we (my bro and I) never knew how those oysters mushrooms are being grown..*shy*..haha...Nevertheless, we do not even know how the machines are being made. But, I am always proud of my dad who invented those machine and proudly present it to the market despite lots of failure. And finally we got the chance to witness the movering of it... =) Coming till this stage is always not easy but what success is if it wasn't a failure before it. We had come a long way and I think we had lots of suffering too. Till then, all those suffering should come to an end and now we are starting and revolving with a better life. I hope GOD treat us well and blessing's of GOD are following us. I might not had been a rich girl before but I am sure I had been a poor girl before. NO JOKE! Those sufferings and pains....only GOD knows! But I am serious blessed with the toughness and family GOD had given me. We had come to a long way before reaching it. Now, I am more blessed than ever...


Dad showing us how the bagging machine functions. That is where the cork woods and the seeds are being bag in a plastic. All machinery...


Bro and daddy are seeing how the cork wood is being mix and bladder-ed..

The cork wood are bring transferred to other parts of the machine with the usage of the conveyor belt.

The steamer...


The steamer is used to steam those mushroom that had been bagged in order to kills those virus and germs.... The steaming period is about 2 hours plus.

The rack that used to put those mushrooms that had been bagged.

The plastic bag cover..Is an important item as this is where the oyster mushroom will grow out...


Rows of mushroom's house~

The toilet for the workers...

Inside the mushroom's house..

The cooling mist...

Actually the farm is located at Tebong, Melaka and is really deep inside jungle..haha...but it has nice and beautiful environment and scenery despite a lots of mosquitoes. But it was rather cooling inside there even the sun shines brightly...

The beautiful natural scenery..Green green grass of homie..

The river...used to be very nice last time with lotus flower but it seems no longer now.

All smiles gal..

Yeah, I am indeed a happy girl. I just do not know why...Maybe I am waking up to a day without work and facing aunties. How great life can be?? haha.. and I am glad too that I need not have to work tomorrow. I had a nice holidayzz.... so tell me, how am I not being happy?? and I am getting weird recently..watch me out and I am typing this post weirdly too. I am a WEIRDO..haha..

But before I end my weird post, I would like to share a phrase with all my dear readers...

" Love when you're ready, not when you're alone..."

Footstep~~

I found my footprints at Oriental Food Industries Sdn. Bhd. (OFI), 3 months ago and now I am leaving my footsteps there. Not knowing will I returned or not, but for sure I am leaving it. On Monday (29.08.2011) was the last day I went to work at OFI. That was the very unusual morning cause the street was silence and even in the office too was very damn quiet as many people took their day off for RAYA holidays.

However, my last day was not that usual as I am loaded with work..haha..Reached till the last day only I had like tons of work to do. This is like so WEIRD~ I really planned to leave in silence and I think I did that. Only about 10% of peoples aware that they will no longer seeing me in OFI after the Raya break. What touches me is that, there are still peoples who actually bid farewell to me and wishes me best of luck in my future undertakings. In my cross-path journey of my life, I am lucky to had met them. They are a bunch of nice peoples to talk, gossip and laugh with too beside those devil aunties.


My lovely intern girlfriend, Wendy & I... Will miss her but the friendship of us will always remains.

Renee, the lady that got so much power in her character. She's the one who had encouraged and gave me tons of advise as well as theory of LIFE~ Really appreciate it loads. One of her sentences that keeps my head up: "I knew you are a bright and sensible girl just after a few moments of talking with you. You are different from the many girls your age. You know what you want. Knowing what you want already put you ahead of others." She is the lady that I always respect and look upon too. She is different in her character too. Gonna miss her every bits...

The only one Secretary left, Miss Law.. Gonna miss her gossip parts....

The laughing catalyst of mine~~

One of the skill that I obtained in OFI will be wrapping hampers. All this will be in my memories....

And also the always so messy "meeting room" but turn into a store room for us to put all our samples for donations and etc.

So, all this are gonna be a memories. Rekindled memories as days pass...There won't be anymore climbing or walking or running up and down the stairs for me, no more gossiping and talking at receptionist corner, no more making coffees, no more battle war with those aunties and definitely no more lazy-ing my days off. For the past 3 months, I used to be complained a lot on my working life but I think now there isn't anymore complaints except memories that yet to be told. There will be kind of missing there...

As I lay back myself, I might had love my workmates there, the free and easy work, and the doing-nothing whole day job load was just OK. Is that what I want?? I keep asking myself.... But the only thing that really made me resigned was that lil voice in me saying, "what you really want, what you really really want!" After deciding, then came another thing that made me hold back. It was fear... FEAR was one of the reason that made it even tougher. I just do not know, is my decision right? Am I going the right journey? Am I on my distance? All this yet to perplexe in my mind.

Let see how it goes then.. Crossed fingers and let us walk together~~

It's All About Attitude

This life is all about improving our attitude toward every being.

Do you think God will let us go to Heaven when we are arrogant, full of pride, blame all on others, never admit faults, full of hatred and resentment, uncaring, unloving toward strangers, being cruel to those whom we dislike, disrespect those who we resent, think evil of those who has done us wrong?

Seriously, it's time to take a look at our inner thoughts - our attitudes toward every being and every thing. If you were to pick new friends, of course you'll pick those who are merciful, humble, admit faults, don't blame others, loving and caring. Same thing, God will pick those too to let them enter into his house.

If you can't forgive someone, just think what he has done wrong to you today. If he hasn't done anything wrong today, then you should recognize the improvement and be friendly. Don't keep going back further and further. Even God set rules to forgive debts from over 7 years ago. There has to be a line drawn between today and yesterday and everything happened before that has to be wiped out. Don't dwell on misery, otherwise you'll never experience happiness. Always prepare for a new start and forget about everything bad happened before that.

What's your attitude today? Are you friendly today? For some, it's all about trying to be friendly. Life will be ebtter. I believe many people don't even need to learn about it. They are born with the quality already.

It's better to light a candle than to curse the darkness in life. Just believe that there will always be sunray and blue skies after a cloudy and heavy storm. Just be thankful and appreciate what we have in life. It might change a different in us. Do not take things for granted.

The Weekend..

Weekend has always been the days I am waiting for everyweek after a long hustle and buzzle weekdays of working paranoid. You just want to have a relaxing and a wonderful weekend of all the days in the week. My weekends for this week is rather a nice ones as it was days that full with "activities".

Let start of with my Saturday. As usual, Saturday has been my working day and I just hate this fact. Even though, it was a half day work but still and yet I NEED TO WORK. And I just hate my friends who do not work and there they are, being evil...texting me how nice they are sleeping and how they enjoyed their Saturday monring. *slaps forehead, stop complaining..haha..* A busy Saturday I might say as after work I need to rush back to my grandparents there, driving thru and flow for about 2 hours and the moment I am waiting for...

Attending my ex school band concert. IJC Military Band Rockz at Pay Teck School Hall....This concert was a so-so concert as the audience are giving a piece of shit environment and atmosphere. However, they still put up a good performance for the audiences. Beginning of the concert was just a mess but they just got themselves back on track at the second half of the performance with all the pop rock music that goes well with their theme : Revolution of Pop Music. The songs ranging from old to michael jackson, to train - hey soul sister, country music pop star - taylor swift, pop music diva - lady gaga and few more.

What's the good deal of being an ex-member ?? We got free entry pass..Yeah! And our seat was first 3 rows with a tag given to us stated VVIP... Hoola~~

Let's sway with the music..

Young conductor..

Trumpeter solo... Spot the flautist there, I was once like her. I miss the moment.

Special band perfomance from a school band at Puchong.

And proud to present, My baby - flute... I miss it. Wish to play with it again...

Another special performance from SMK Bukit Baru. They create the rhythm using those recycled stuff. It was a great performance from them..

From left: Li Chia, Kenn Tiong, Mark and Me..

Us~~

From Left: Huan Wen, Li Chia, Kenn Tiong, Mark and Me..

The gals from our batch..

The gentlemen.. I mean it. They were truly the gentlemen.


Jennifer @ My junior and me..

Another junior of mine, Ee Von..

Now, I would love to present you one of the performance of the night : Lady Gaga Remix

And with all the above, I am proud to say that I am once like them too. Rekindled back those memories, I miss my schooling life and the life being one of the band member. We were like family back then and how we go crazy when we were having our band practices. That is like 5 years back.. those sweet and sour memories shall be kept.

The night just doesn't end in that way... I continue with late nite movie watching Mr. Popper's Penguins. What I can say, the penguins are cute and the rest of it please do not ask me how do I rate the movie or what exactly what was the stories are about cause I was asleep after the first 30 mins of the show..haha..and only woke up to watch the rest 45 mins of the show (I Supposed)..haha.. Well, as usual I always end up sleeping while watching a movie in cinema. I do not know why. I will just sleep. At the end of the show, my fren was teasing me saying it is just a waste to treat me for a movie. WASTAGE! Allowed me for that, I am just tired but on and off I do open my eyes..

Jim Carrey, the main actor.. he is just funny.

Those penguins.. Sometimes, I do wish when I wake up..I wake up with puppies around me or a least of having penguins..hahaha...

After movie, I went to have late nite supper until 4 am. A short nap in the cinema making me super energetic after that and that is like super early and aren't it supposed to be breakfast already..haha.. It has been a long time since I last go out for late nite outing and I am always those cinderella goody-gal (am I? asking myself too)..haha.. The last time I went out till this late was when the time I was still in my Uni life. Also, another the good old dayssss~~~

It was really a tiring Saturday but hell yeah, I do enjoy it. And when Sunday arrived, it will be non-other than sleeping till 12 pm plus due to all the so healthy midnite activities..haha.. And then spending my time eating and yacking my mouth non-stop, enjoying my time with my doggie, and not to forget; a shopping trip with my parents. Life joyment~

And when Monday arrived, welcome it with a smile thou I am still getting Monday blues up till now. Wake up and wink those teeny weeny eyes, stretch those inzy winny bones, wear that jolly winning smile and tell yourself, today is a beautiful day.