As been said that will say more about my new venture area UPM so now I will say more or less the dayss of torturing in UPM orientations week. I am mentally and physically torture when I was there. This is because I am having scoliosis problem and that down to infections making me having trouble moving around and what's more when I have to climb stairs most of the time. And I dare to say now I am having phobia on stairs. THE FEAR is THERE...haha..
You never know the true UPM, you never know the true College 2, and u definitely would not know the true colors of the seniors you saw in COLLEGE 2. The Chinese seniors are good because there are only a few of them partially only about 10 of them only but those Malays one are truly sickening to me. I cannot stand even to see them more than a second.
First, I have to see their annoying and irritating week during the Uni orientation but I still bare with it because in my mind I thought that is just a week of orientation and I might as well be patient with them. BUT to my dismay the orientation does not only stop after a week but it continues and continues with more and more orientations and I thoroughly makes me more fed up towards it already. After Uni orientation we have college orientation then block orientation and we even have the most ridiculous of all we got the FLOOR orientation means the floor that we are staying. THAT IS SIMPLY DRIVING ME MAD AND CRAZY! Is ok if they have orientation that can give us any knowledge or any information about the uni or what but this one is asking us to do nonsense stuff and what I can say is that it is really a waste of time.
We basically having few hours of sleep everyday and I think all this only happens to my college ONLY as I see my others friend from others college are not having the same problem as I am. Because of those orientation and those idioctic seniors ( I can't bear myself from calling that on them) and what comes to worst is that we have no time to study for our test and we are given so many of assingments, projects and presentations. Worst come to worst is that each time the lecture give us any task, he only give us 2 days time to complete it. So, we basically got no time to do it unless we stay awake and finish the task. ALL this must thanks to the "SUPER DUPER GREAT SENIORS".
Life in Uni is also a hectic one. Time wait for no tide. This is absolutely true. We got no time to slower down our pace where we can have slow and steady life style. We always the one who is rushing and running to catch for the time. Time aren't enough at all. We sometimes even have to catch for the bus...haha...cause we are lazy enough to walk around so we have to RUN and catch for the bus.
Basically I still need some time to adapt to the people and surroundings. For the mean time I am still very introvert because the friends I knew is not more than 10..haha..give me 10 fingers to count I still got balance..( I suppose)..haha..so I must make more of new friends so that I am not that boring and lonely. For now, I am still in the process of learning and in the process of getting into the new life and the beginning of my new journey. As far as I knew, I am still a little of homesick. I still miss my parents back here, my two cutie and miss almost everything here. Even tough my uni are not far from here and compared to those who are far apart one I counted the lucky ones already that can come home every week despite rain or shines..haha...
Cannot blame me for having those home sick feelings because I seriously miss many things here. Not to leave behind too, I really miss .... Counting the days that are left, is really a sad emotions to me and knowing that the time left for me to appreaciate and treasure the moments is really very little. And that is also one of the reason why I am back every week. Hopefully time passes slow a little bit and let me have more time to do the things that I want to do....
Ok, that's all for now..a little bit lazy to say more already..hahah...
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hey.. ytd i went for ko k perhubungan awam. my lecturer taught us one formula. E+R=O which is event + response= outcome. U cant change an event but u can change d response. If u hv positive response towards smtg u'll hv positive outcome. I know tat it is really difficult. There's one time i wanted to gave up studying and just go home and hv my easy n sweet life. but thinking all the money my mum hv spend on me to go studying makes me forget about givng up. All these sufferings is to train us to be really tough to overcome all the obstacles in the future. There might be worse things coming and we need to be tough.. seriously i dont really like my life right now. dirty toilets, dealing with some weird people here and oso dealing wit the really scary orientation but i think this is where we learn and grow up to be more mature. stay tough and think positive. We can do it! i'm sure all these sufferings will end soon and soon u'll hv a happy ending..
erhm...basically I am ok...still stay on track n go the distance. Only thing i stil need time to adapt to the surroundings n people over here..a u say weird people. Even though is hard but some how also must make friends..or else wil be boring. So all tis take times. But current moment is to study hard and dun waste money..I always the tough one, i suppose cause gone through many things adi..so this one also can one. I believe in myself.but thank god la, one thing good bout my college is my toilet aren't dirty...very clean..haha..ya, hopefully everything come to an end soon...and I can adapt well too. Same goes to you ya...best of luck in everything..till we meet again which is duno when..haha..
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