An angel in life...

I always believe that in every stage of life we will meet different type of obstacles and we will face the problem like nobody business. And now, I am feeling like I was in the middle of blue sea searching my way back to the dock. I do not know which way should I diverge in and continue my journey...

At times, I feel like crying...
At times, I feel like giving up...
At times, I feel like the world is black to me...
At times, I do not know what should I do in my next step...
And at times....I HOPE GOD CAN HELP ME BY SENDING ME AN ANGEL OR AT LEAST SHOW ME THE LIGHT OF THE ROAD~~~

I do believe in miracles. I do believe that miracles happen when someone is in the most darkness of life. And I always pray to GOD for his Faith and his kindness of everything...

And my prayers were answered. There is someone there who came and show me a light in my life but somehow the problem is still there. I really hope that everything will settle and I can go through .it with the guidance of peoples around me. I really need blessings now.

Or maybe I shall say, whatever comes...comes. Whatever goes...goes....

Finishing School..

That's the end of my 2 days courses in Serdang. I have spent my most "quality" time just for this talk. I really do now know what is the sense in this. Really got no idea. Wasted my weekend, having to create "hari ini dalam sejarah" for staying in Serdang during weekend, and not working for days losing few hundreds. It really does not make any sense.

I did not found any interesting things that can actually can make me have rekindled memories. Really nothing. The slot was not interesting at all and I almost daze my day off.

But thank GOD, it is over now. And in the sudden I felt like I have graduated and in the need to get a job..haha...

Mandarin song..

I always hear one of my housemate sang this song in front of me and I always have the curiousity what on earth this song means. Till today only she got time to explain to me..haha...but somehow or rather, I agree with what the part of the guy sang. The lyrics somehow also reflect to me. Is really a nice song too after hearing it few times and trying very hard to understand the song.

Thanks to Patricia who more than willing to translate to me..hahah...

My arousal~~~~

This is how I feel now.. My super high sugar rush which lead to many factors.

Firstly, I am in DON'T KNOW WHAT condition....

Secondly, I am FED UP with everything that happends and everything that I do...

Thirdly, I am confused with my life...

Forthly, I AM ?????? I do not know what should I do in the next moment..

I need all this, perhaps..

What a dayss to come...

I realize it was a long time ago since I last log in and post in here. I have been to no where but was over busy. When I say busy, I REALLY MEAN it... I WAS BUSY.

In uni, I will have never ending homework to be done. From assignment till presentation till FYP..and the never endlesss tiredness that lies in me. Phew~~~ I everyday pray that I will be able to sleep early, but end up I will sleep at about 5am and woke up super early. My stress level was super high and my hypertension regardless to say how was it...

Every week when I was back to Malacca I will thought of having my time out with my family and my precious baby Wealthy...I always want to find time to spend with them or at least I got a good sleep back home. BUT all this was not be done by me. Every week back hometown, I will be down with my busy schedule which is WORKING non-stop for countless week. Then, my parents will start complaining, they will not be able to see their daughter..hahah...cause when I went to work, they either already went to work or still sleeping then when I back from work, they already got into dreamland....

And till certain extend of moments, my body was extreme fatigue and it gave many signals of weakness and over work already. So now I can conclude, I am a super busy girl and all this will brings in sickness and stress due to the eager of getting MONEY......so biggest main cause also still this; $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$...........................