Test?? or Exam??

I guess both of this take place in my life now. It was a real hard time when need to complete so many things in just a short while. I wonder if a day has more than 24 hours? But this will never happen in real life..*wake up*....

Have been very busy for the past few weeks to complete up all my assignment before the due date fall, then preparing all my presentation stuff and the worst is this semester my presentation all fall on the last day it self as welll as the last group. I wasn't like to be last actually because the feeling of waiting is something that I do not want. I prefer to finish up all the presentation earlier then I can sit back and relax myself. But luck wasn't on my side this time as all the presentation of mine is the LAST ONE..damn it!

Then after busy preparing for all this then now I have to prepare myself for my next week test and coming soon final exam. But the worst of all not preparing for test nor exam but is torturing ourselves to prepare for my college activities. I really do not like it but do I have a choice after all?

It has been a hard time for me to adapt to my college life and it is still hard. I don't like the people over there. Those f**king fakers bitches who keep buzzling aroung like nobody business. Wondering can they just buzz off. They are real sickening to me. Where are the true of them or maybe THAT is THEM! Lazy want to say about them also as they are too annoying to be said off..

Signing off now as I aren't sure when will I step back here again...probably after I have done all my things....

Lost in SPACE~~

I have lost in no way...lost in space? lost on track? or perhaps lost in wonderland? The truth is I have lost my way in the way of "assignment", by the name of "HECTIC" and "BUSY". Real busy this semester and I do not have any spare time actually. If I ever came across time I will sneak into my wonderland and have a nice sleep...sleep is important to me nowadays. Nothing much to say about my recent life because it only involve one word which is BUSY! I think that will be enough to describe why I did not update my blog for such a long time...

Anyway, recently I came across a email which I think it was a meaningful to me..So, I hereby would like to share with all my friends...

WHY WOMEN CRY??

A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him..

"I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."

Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"

"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.

The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?"

God said:

"When I made the woman she had to be special.

I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world,

yet gentle enough to give comfort.

I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.

I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.

And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."

"You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.

The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."

I am going back~~

Hooray~~ I am going back to Malacca in a few hours time. Can't wait for it.. Dying to go back everyweek if possible. Reason : don't really prefer uni life. Hate those fakers and f**kers that going around and buzzling like nobody business.

Life in Uni was not a life that I always wanted to. I do not really know why I do not like Uni life. Maybe because of freedom? Maybe because of the people there? Or maybe because of some unwanted circumstances which yet to be perplexed in my mind.

Ok, shall leave this blog here and then as I need to go for class already. Was taking some precious time out to blog for this post as my morning class being canceled so I got time to actually scribble in a few words in my post here....till then...

Lost Track..

Is been a long time since I have lost my track in some where blues in my blogspot. Been really busy for the past few weeks and coming soon. Life has been very hectic to me ever since the CNY's holiday ended. Been buzzing around each day not knowing what comes ahead of me. Is been making me sick and I am still sick right now. I wonder when only my hectic life will gone and let it be forgone. I guess it will only be after my this semester study. What is life then by that time? It is yet to be perplexed in my mind.

Anyway, since Valentine's Day is coming which is tomorrow...I somehow wishing all the cupid couples Happy Valentine's Day. To all my friends, happy valentine's day too. May it bring you All the Love & Romance you hoped for.

Love.....What a wonderful WORD....filled with promises of happiness, passion, contentment, security....being accepted for who you are, what you stand for....someone to share with....plan with....understand where you are coming from. Taking the opportunities of mine, I would like to say and give a BIG LOVE to my loved ones and especially my parents because all of you have created a wonderful RAINBOW in me. It decorates my life with full of COLOURS~~

You've Touched My Heart, to someone..

You've given me a reason

For smiling once again,

You've filled my life with peaceful dreamsand

you've become my closest friend.

You've shared your heartfelt secrets

And your trust you've given me,

You showed me how to feel again

To laugh, and love, and see.

If life should end tomorrow

And from this world I should part,

I shall be forever young

For you have touched my heart..

Happy Chinese New Year!!

Another year pass another year and without realising it has come to another new year another Chinese New Year. I might say that it is quite exciting though I did not feel the festive mood. Maybe it because I did not go for CNY shopping. Working and studying takes all the fun out of my life. That is sad you know...Neither way, this year was just a very plain celebrating for me and my family. Nothing much happening like the previous yearsss mainly because economy recession...

Therefore, I hereby wishing all my friends Happy Chinese New Year and may you all have a splendid year ahead with lots of blessings, joyfullness, happiness and not to leave behind wealth and health. May all of them have a sparkling happiness and good fortune... GOD BLESS~~~

The weeks of mine~~

It has been a long time since I last scribble something in my blogspot. I was really busy with my this semester schedule. There is hardly time for me to rest and what's more to online and blog. Moreover, my college connection lines aren't good for the mean time being. This few weeks is all about work, study and also resting if I am allowed to do so...I am damn exhausted. Will not say more but will let the pictures do the talking to see what I have done...

ushering new year 2009 (view from my room, isn't it nice?)

A day out with friends to Sg. Wang and Times Square

"Majlis Pembubaran dan Pelantikan AJK Blok Rajawali" with the purple theme...

Boredness...

Today was the first time I having afternoon class for my semester. Last sem I did not have any afternoon class but was only morning class that start at 8am everyday. But this semester, I have class that start at 2pm. I did not know that having late class wasn't a good thing actually as the boredness was killing me.



Woke up as early as 9 something and did not know what should I do. Since it was the first officially week of studying, I did not strike me to study before I enter class too as I did not have book with me. So as I woke up, sitting down thinking that I am damn bored as I really do not know what to do while waiting for my time to pass.. the clock is tik-tok-ing so slow.

I really some one who complains a lot I guess..haha..when the class starts at 8am everyday I complain and telling that it was so damn tired to start class that early and then when class started at 2pm I complain again that it was way too late to start a class and I will probably having my class until late evening as late as 7pm. It was tiring already by the end of the day. Maybe for long term having afternoon class is good as I will be able to sleep later if I would have "study" till midnight or wee hours then I can have a long long rest before I start my day again the next day. So thinking of long term this might be a good thing or maybe a good investment..haha..

But as for now, I am looking damn bored in front of my laptop and waiting for time to pass... So to kill more of my time, I am here blogging and typing something which is quite nonsensical. Allowed me to do so cause I really did not know what can I do anymore. If I did not blog, I will stare to the clock and waiting for the time to pass...hahaha.. so I rather scribble something inside here; well at least there is something that can make my mind moving early in the morning before my class start.

Ok, enough of crap and nonsense post..allowed me to do this once in awhile..haha...