Is a blessed...

As I grow up I realized that I had lived and surround with blessings. Even sometimes, I do find some difficulties in life but at the end of the day I got to settle it. Sometimes it was the inner voice in you that want to thanks those persons that had shape you to the person you are today. It was blessed to know about it. Without them, your life is nothing.

For those who had once step down on me, look down on me and ignoring me... I thank you guys because of you people I am still surviving till today and looking tough as ever.

Judge me and I'll prove you wrong.
Tell me what to do and I'll tell you off.
Say I'm not worth it and watch where I end up.
Call me a bitch and I'll show you one.
Screw me over and I'll do it to you twice as bad.
Call me crazy but really you have no idea.

Gastric Ulcer

OMG...I am suffering from a serious gastric ulcer that had last for like few weeks. Each time I consumed foods into my stomach, here I go again where the pain is unbearable to me. And worst come to the worst, the pain made my work extremely difficult. I love to eat and eat and eat, but once I diagnosed with this.. I felt that's the end of it. Now to me, eating can consider as a blessing.

Now, what is peptic ulcer? A peptic ulcer is a sore in the lining of your stomach or duodenum. The duodenum is the first part of your small intestine. A peptic ulcer in the stomach is called a gastric ulcer. One that is in the duodenum is called a duodenal ulcer. A peptic ulcer also may develop just above your stomach in the esophagus, the tube that connects the mouth to the stomach. But most peptic ulcers develop in the stomach or duodenum.

So, doctor advise me not to consume anymore coffee which is like taking my life away as I got used to the life of at least a cup of coffee a day, then spicy food, pickles, and carbonated drinks as all this will worsen my condition. And to my next attention too, stress can be a factor for having gastric ulcer. Guess, this is the biggest fear to me as I was seriously leading a stressful life. The thing I care and worried is too much.



Please let me heal as soon as possible so that I can have more food into my stomach. I need FOOD!

What are words..

Just want to share out a heartbreaking song, What are words by Chris Medina. 2011 American Idol castoff Chris Medina - the guy who touched everyone's hearts and possibly made us shed a little tear with his heartbreaking love story about The song is a tribute to his fiance who suffered a brain injury as the result of a car wreck and is about promises, commitment and keeping your word.That's how a true love can be found and what is really love?

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

Daddy's 60th Birthday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY...

God gave me this gift. It's a kind and caring gift. This gift believes in me, supports me, makes me smile. This gift is my hero. I like to call him Dad and he's the best. Happy Birthday Dad!

Celebrated my dad's 60th birthday yesterday (01.03.2012) at K5, Hotel Equatorial Melaka. Treat my family for a nice fine dining dinner and it was the time I spent my precious time with them. I ought and repeated to say that the time I had with them is getting lesser and lesser already. That's the reason too, whenever I had the opportunity with them I will make sure I maximize it. It was really happy to see my dad smiling widely and he did not know that I planned this celebration just for him. I was told by my mum that my dad had never ever had a birthday cake to himself before. No one ever blow a candle for him or get him a cake. I felt so sad when I heard about it and that's the moment I felt I am such a bad daughter. Therefore, I get hold of my hotel's pastry chef to specially custom made a cake for my dad. It was holly a nice cake - Tutti Frutti. Is basically a fruit flan cake. I am glad that my dad is surprise with it.

It was really hard to make this dinner possible as my dad is busy with his work and so do me. But I am glad that I am able to make possible. My dad had been a great daddy for me...where he will covers up for all my mistakes and shadowing me from mum's scolding. And whenever I am a bit of mischievous, he will just stared at me but deep inside I know I am still the lucky ones. I am forever my "Daddy's girl". That's my title, that's my job...that's my life! I love you, Daddy!


The custom made Tutti Frutti... It was really a yummylicious cake. Full of fruits..


Mummy and Daddy..


Happy 1 Family~~




To the best Dad in the world! (and from the best daughter in the world) Love you heaps!






Biologically I have half of your chromosomes. Therefore... I wouldn't be half the person I am today if it wasn't for you!

Series of occurence...

Take a deep breath~~ Everything has come to an end now. I have a series of pack week. When I say packed, means IT REALLY PACKED! Everyday is like a fighting day for me. From Valentine's Day preparation, to my performance review day, and to the bridal fair... Is like never ending. Take a looked back, I was wondering hard whether how do I suffered or go through the past 1 week. The time I spent at home is basically less than 5 hours. I worked from morning 8.30am till wee hours of 3am.. GOD BLESS ME! But the things that made you proud and say that it is worth are when you looked at the outcome and that's the moment you will say, my tiredness paid off! People do asked me, whether it worth or not for you to work so hard for the hotel and you almost give your entire time on it? The only thing that perplexed in my mind when people start questioning me will be I am doing something that I like and therefore, I do not mind spending my time on it. To say whether I am doing it for the hotel purposes or what...I can only say it is my responsibility. To summarize, just be happy on what you are doing.

On 15th February 2012, it was rather a gloomy day for me as I was having my performance review and at the same time, I need to bit farewell to PY; my graphic designer. Even I just knew her not long, but we did share some bonding along the way. It has been a pleasure to meet her in the intersection of my life. Her leaving will definitely be miss by each and everyone of us especially US in the PR department. We really had been like a family. We talked, gossips, laughed and basically we really had a great time together.


The 3 of us, in the forever messy work-place. People describe our work place is like a STORE ROOM! Well, only a store room produced great masterpiece of work and mind. *I supposed*


Take care and all the best in the future, PY.




Sales and Marketing Department colleagues bidding farewell to PY...


1 Family....

Next, will be the Valentine's Day Celebration. It took me few days to actually worked the plan out as it was really a last minute plan to decorate for Valentine. However, the process of doing it is never easy. I spent the whole Monday to actually get the whole thing constructed at the entrance to our Rest House Cafe. Basically, it was nothing but fresh flowers all the way... The idea is sort of like garden feel..




The entrance to the Rest House Cafe with the flowers arch. It was really nice to see and just smell the fragrant of the flowers. How beautiful Valentine's for me on that day.. Even I am just celebrating it alone and looking at couples going in the Rest House Cafe. Is like a blessed to be there...


The table setting for that night...




Crystal Light decorations..

And lastly, is the day that I had long wait and just hope for it to be over. Because of this bridal fair, I had a hell lots of stress. Boss keeps giving me pressure... That's the most hardest period to go through even though it is just a simple bridal fair. My boss expectations is super high. Me and my colleagues work day and night just for it and during the set up day, we stayed there until 2am just to ensure everything goes well. Nothing beats the ecstatic joy when we really worked in a team.


Our booth set up at Dataran Pahlawan @ West Concourse on the 16th-19th February 2012.











At the end of the day, what you wish to hear from a successful event is when everyone else compliment you for the good job and that's the thing that will ease away all the tiredness that lies in you. However, is over now and I am glad that it turns out well.