Footstep~~

I found my footprints at Oriental Food Industries Sdn. Bhd. (OFI), 3 months ago and now I am leaving my footsteps there. Not knowing will I returned or not, but for sure I am leaving it. On Monday (29.08.2011) was the last day I went to work at OFI. That was the very unusual morning cause the street was silence and even in the office too was very damn quiet as many people took their day off for RAYA holidays.

However, my last day was not that usual as I am loaded with work..haha..Reached till the last day only I had like tons of work to do. This is like so WEIRD~ I really planned to leave in silence and I think I did that. Only about 10% of peoples aware that they will no longer seeing me in OFI after the Raya break. What touches me is that, there are still peoples who actually bid farewell to me and wishes me best of luck in my future undertakings. In my cross-path journey of my life, I am lucky to had met them. They are a bunch of nice peoples to talk, gossip and laugh with too beside those devil aunties.


My lovely intern girlfriend, Wendy & I... Will miss her but the friendship of us will always remains.

Renee, the lady that got so much power in her character. She's the one who had encouraged and gave me tons of advise as well as theory of LIFE~ Really appreciate it loads. One of her sentences that keeps my head up: "I knew you are a bright and sensible girl just after a few moments of talking with you. You are different from the many girls your age. You know what you want. Knowing what you want already put you ahead of others." She is the lady that I always respect and look upon too. She is different in her character too. Gonna miss her every bits...

The only one Secretary left, Miss Law.. Gonna miss her gossip parts....

The laughing catalyst of mine~~

One of the skill that I obtained in OFI will be wrapping hampers. All this will be in my memories....

And also the always so messy "meeting room" but turn into a store room for us to put all our samples for donations and etc.

So, all this are gonna be a memories. Rekindled memories as days pass...There won't be anymore climbing or walking or running up and down the stairs for me, no more gossiping and talking at receptionist corner, no more making coffees, no more battle war with those aunties and definitely no more lazy-ing my days off. For the past 3 months, I used to be complained a lot on my working life but I think now there isn't anymore complaints except memories that yet to be told. There will be kind of missing there...

As I lay back myself, I might had love my workmates there, the free and easy work, and the doing-nothing whole day job load was just OK. Is that what I want?? I keep asking myself.... But the only thing that really made me resigned was that lil voice in me saying, "what you really want, what you really really want!" After deciding, then came another thing that made me hold back. It was fear... FEAR was one of the reason that made it even tougher. I just do not know, is my decision right? Am I going the right journey? Am I on my distance? All this yet to perplexe in my mind.

Let see how it goes then.. Crossed fingers and let us walk together~~

Pomegranate

Did anyone know pomegranate is what type of fruit? Maybe you all had eaten it before just that you all are not aware of its SPECIAL name, Scientific Name:Punica granatum.. haha.. Pomegranate is actually a very healthy and rich in nutritious facts. And I am just glad that every day, every morning when I opened my room's window this little thingy will just pop out outside my window but I had never taste it before cause I not really preferring it.

Spot the fruits??

Finally..

Finally and finally and FINALLY...

I had tender my resignation letter. It takes my whole guts to actually tender it to my big boss. Is really not easy to tender a resign letter when your boss actually treat you good. Yeah, all my bosses treat me good. The work place is good, my boss is good, but the damn thing that is not good will be those immature aunties that is working there that makes the place in MESS. I am so heavy-hearted when today one of my boss actually came and talked with me and he actually asked me to stay or find him back in future. That's the moment when I felt so bad to resign. Well, I am thinking about my future and my career prospect. So hold back those emotions, GO THE DISTANCE!

I never knew that 3 months of work, I would gain some appreciation from them. They actually know I am working with them even though they seems do not bother me. But all this had come to an end already. 3 months of working in Oriental Food Industries had also shaped me more or less. There has been a place for me to see the facet of life and the stepping stone for me to be better equipped in the outside world.

There is nothing much that I will miss over there except few peoples that had crossed the path in my life; the few colleagues, the production line people, the kiddos that cherish me every Saturday morning, my bosses and not to forget the lovely-just click intern colleagues. I knew them for about 3 months only, but I do had some good times with them which I cherished and the most sweet thing that you can knew is that they actually celebrated the farewell of mine. We went to had a good buffet dinner at Seoul Garden...now you see, how great they can be?? I can say that they are the ones that I will continue to keep in touch with....Thanks, gals for the lovely dinner.

I would not sure whether my decision is right or not to resign, but we ought to march forward and see the world... There it goes, I am just crossing my fingers for the best it could be and may GOD bless me..

Who do you think you are

I know I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

Have a very nice day!

I am waking up to a beautiful Monday morning without any blues. Wake up with a smile and having a blissful morning prayers. How great can it be? I am just expecting a great days ahead and a great ending of the month of August.

Everything seems bad and turning up side down to me on the beginning of the month and I had a serious hard time in making the indicator of my life. All these had lead me to insomnia and having a hard time to sleep at night. I guess I had been thinking too much. I got no choice as many things yet to perplexe in my mind and I just can't get myself out of it.

However, everything shall come to an end now as I had made the decisions in hand. Now I am waiting for the right time only. Is like a great deep relieved when decision had been made rather than me, thinking it all day long and I seems lost of direction in it. Now, I ought to realize that making decision is hard what's more is that you are making a decision that is regarding with your future.

I seriously thanks those who had supported and helped me in my decision makings and had given me so many of valuable thought and opinions. I seriously thank GOD for it. Without them, I would not had come so far....The rest of the day, I did things to ensure that my day was the best ever. And it was. I had the greatest day … all from simple little things that don’t seem like much, but make all the difference in the world. And it same applies on, you guys made my life, my day.

~ Yesterday is history and tomorrow is merely a figment of your imagination. So, if you think about it, today is the only day you're truly alive~

Together we walk, walk with me....

The Hungry Ghost Festival~

The 7th month of the lunar calendar is the most inauspicious month for the superstition-prone Chinese. During the whole period of the month, the spirits of the dead are believed to be released from hell to wander about on earth to intermingle with human beings. So great is their prejudice against this month that no marriages as well as other family functions are allowed to be held during the month. They also take extreme precautions not to undertake unnecessary journeys and other activities such as swimming in the sea, lest misfortune and accidents befall them owing perhaps to their unknowingly stepping on the toes of these malignant and mischievous spirits. No one knows for sure how and when this festival originated, although there is a story narrating how Mogallana saved his mother from sufferings in hell because of his great filial piety towards her. Many Chinese Buddhists believe that the festival held on the 15th day of the 7th lunar month is of Buddhist origin to commemorate the outstanding filial piety of Mogallana. Ancestor worship thus became the main objective of observing this festival. One possible version of this story is the attempt to encourage the people to redouble their efforts in the practice of ancestor worship at a time when laxity in its practice had begun to set in. And even some will say this month is the month we actually pray our respect to our parents and lots more fairy tale and believe behind it.

Buddhism teaches the existence of hungry ghosts or Petas, who are living beings born in this unfortunate plane of existence (one of the apdyas) owing to the akusala kamma they have accumulated on earth. The Chinese call these ghosts ' kwei' and believe that it is they who give an enormous amount of trouble to human beings such as making them sick, taking possession of them, haunting their houses, and so on. Those ' kwei' or evil dissatisfied spirits whose families have neglected them by not making ritualistic offerings to them or those who died suddenly and violently, become hungry ghosts, out to seek vengeance against human beings. They are called hungry ghosts because they are believed to have insatiable appetites for food. In reality, what they long for are acceptance, rest and peace, and if these are offered to them, they become placated and will not disturb human beings. For this reason, the Chinese, including those who profess the Buddhist religion, perform complex rites and rituals to transfer merits to these ' kwei' in the hope that they will be helped to be reborn in a more fortunate plane of existence. Some families claim to have received messages from their dead ancestors in their dreams intimating the miseries they are going through in the nether world and imploring for help.

So, as a family members of a strong taoism practice family all this is non-excusable for us not to attend and pray. Therefore, yesterday night we went to Hian Hong Temple and pray where they got this event to pray, to bless and to celebrate this day...


The pillar of pau..hahah..


Reciting mantra...



The foods that are being offered to "them"..

Love's Bitch

I have no idea why I would even fall for someone who does not care about my existence. Who is the one that should be blame?

Just felt like an idiot for this...but no one who should we blame except love's bitch....Gahhh~~~ what am I blogging? haha..

Beautiful Sunday~~

It has been a long time since I last had a nice and relaxable Sunday. All I did yesterday was just to slack in my time and enjoyed every bit of it. I woke up to a sunny day because is already 1pm and there gone my breakfast but doesn't better as I am going to have brunch @ buffet high tea at Renaissance hotel Malacca. Thanks to my mum's friend who gave us the free voucher and that's the reason that whole family of us got to enjoy the free meal. How great can it be?? We settled ourself in Zest Restaurant that located at the ground floor once you entered the hotel. The food was so-so and not that really THAT variety but who cares, free meals and I AM HUNGRY..ahahah...


*Look at the amount of foods that we took for the first round*
I was busy enjoying my food until I forgot to take any pictures so bare with the plates and ugly arrangement of foods..haha..


My bro who was enjoying the food and do that on purposed~~

While he was enjoying his chicken, he was saying that I was eating a starch of SHIT..Gosh, disgusting~~~ it looks disgusting but it was actually a nice piece of pistachio...

Herbal chicken soup but taste more of Umami..

Cheese mustard and chocolate muffin..

Chicken pie, pineapple pudding and local dodol..

Variety of sandwiches..

And that is how I spent my weekend enjoying to the bits of it...

Miracles do happen but just that miracles does not happen all the time. How true is this statement? I am unsure and uncertain about it too but I knew was at least miracle does not falls on me at certain moment of life.

In life, 95% is all about your hard effort on certain things but 5% is all depends on your luck and miracles. And I believe, the luck just does not strike on me this time. It is hard to accept the news but somehow or rather I still got to accept it with full of disappointment. A bad news serve as morning breakfast doesn't ease away the comfort in me for the whole entire day.

However, I believed the sadness does not enroll in me long. It shall end fast... *take a deep breath* and continue the journey of mine. Certain things just doesn't meant to be mine. So I have to accept this fact. When it is not mine, means it was really not mine and doesn't belong to me. I need to go and search for things that really belongs to me.

Well, life still goes on no matter how bad the conditon was. Nothing shall stop me to stop walking just as how nothing and nobody shall stop the time to move. With a positive mind, I am looking and marching forward.

Together, we walk....