My belated birthday celebration...

Thanks a million to LC, SY, AY, and RL who celebrated my belated birthday. Thanks for making the effort to celebrate my belated birthday even tough you all are busy. Love you all alwayss... Did not expect at all that they will give me a belated celebration as I thought it was a normal gathering the moment they asked me out. So with no hestitation I just go and meet them at Uncle John's Kopitiam (name is KOPITIAM but not that kopitiam, more to high class kopitiam) and did not expect any single thing at all. Really thanks to them for making my 21st birthday a blessful one. So now, I shall let the pictures do the speak..

the nice to eat birthday cake..

shi yun, ai yun, and me...

top: li chia and ai yun..

down: shi yun and me...

same people but add another Rae Lynn..

and the present from them...

Once again, THANKS A TRILLION for all that..Truly appreciate that...

p/s: thanks to LC for the pictures uploaded too.. =)

I'M 21!

Finally, I am 21. Not that proud actually cause that means that I am on the edge of getting older...haha.. Anyway, I have to accept the fact that I am 21 already.

It was a very extra normal day for me. People might say that 21st birthday will be a day where most people will have celebration and so on. BUT I might say that my birthday was the most normal one. I did not have any celebration just a normal cut cake session with my family members. AND that's will be the end of my celebration too.

It was really another normal day to goes through. Somehow, I would like to thanks to all my friends who has made the effort to give me a call, text me a message, msn to me, posted on facebook wall and some friendster comment. Even, my day was a normal one but those messages and wishes really made out my day to be a better one. And not to leave behind some belated wishes that came pouring in even after 12am..

WHAT SHALL I CONCLUDE? I have a very normal birthday celebration and somehow my birthday celebration started with disappointment and almost end up with disappointment too...BUT luckily don't have and if not I really do not know should I happy or not...

Last but not least, I want to say a BIG thank you again to those who has wishes me. THANKS a million for that..MAY GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU ALL~~~

It's Over~~

Thanks goodness that it has come to an end already. MY EXAM...that's he the end. Wholesome of release and relax now. I finally came to an end of my first year already. It was really like a thunder strike. Previously I was saying that entering UNI, my hardship over there, and now I am at the end verge of first year. I still got 2 more years to go...is a long long long journey to embark on.

So now, I shall really relax myself for few days before I continue to work back. Back to the world of $$$$...back to the world that I need to earn $$$$...hahah...

That's a short post for now..will blog more once I got the plot to write off.

I regret for my biggest mistakes...

Never realise that I have hurt the most important people in my life and the one whom I love the most..That was the biggest mistakes I have made and this was the second time already. I did not know what to utter anymore. I regret for what I have done. Can GOD forgive me for my sins? Can the person forgive me? I seriously do not know. I HAVE MADE THE MOST IMPRUDENT MISTAKES...hurt the person so much..nothing can repay for that bruise.

Woke up this morning
Trying hard to hide my melancholy
I joined you for breakfast
And we continued our life


Every day it is similar
You are cheery
And so am I
Our terrible life

Can you imagine a time
When we awoke and did not speak
Realizing our moods would cause tension
Tension caused by too little life?

I do wish
I leave for work and study sullenly
Dreading the day already
Weeping far within


The life, terrible and unending
Would cease to be
And I would know the real you
And you the real me


But, the life drags on for now
For it is not written in the stars
And perhaps it will never be
I am my own companion


The dreaded truth
Gathered in a lifetime
Sentenced for an eternity
Realized too late

Taggy..

1. Do you have secrets?
Yes, I do have secrets and infact everyone of us will have a secret.

2. Do you ever try a few days do not eat anythings?
Absolutely NO! I am someone who complains hungry all the time..haha..

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
Yesss..and I miss my school life a lot..Nothing beats the happy moments in
school..those good and bad days..

4. Coffee or more coffee?
Coffee...

No 5 sudah hilang.

6. Laughter, or forever smiles?
Forever smiles..

7. Who is more important? Lover or best friends?
Can I have both...both are equally important to me..

8. The person you like is already attached, what would you do?
Forget about it and just hunt for a new one...

9. What made you smile today?
No idea..

10. Angelic or Devilish?
I have 2 different character...haha...Sometimes I'm Angelic and sometimes I'm
DEVEILISH..

11.How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
To have a good prospect in my career life..

12.Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family, friends and the one that I love the most..

13.What is the most important thing in life?
MONEY and current moment will be SLEEPING..

14.Are you single or attached?
BOTH..haha..

15. What is your favorite color?
No specific favorite color..

16. What is your wish?
Excel my exam with flying colors, have more money, have more wonderful life
and happiness come pouring in..

17. Have you wondered what will happened afterlife?
Become a fairly or maybe achieved my immortality hood..

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
Maybe I will..depends on what matter and who done it..

19. Which do you prefer? Spending more time with Family members or the close /
understandable one?
Of course will be both of the category.

20. 5 people you're gonna tag
Melissa, Mun Wai, Hui Qwan and anyone who is interested with this...


P/S: Post about my recent stuff will be uploaded once I finished my exam..so meanwhile my blog will leave unvisited by me..

Test?? or Exam??

I guess both of this take place in my life now. It was a real hard time when need to complete so many things in just a short while. I wonder if a day has more than 24 hours? But this will never happen in real life..*wake up*....

Have been very busy for the past few weeks to complete up all my assignment before the due date fall, then preparing all my presentation stuff and the worst is this semester my presentation all fall on the last day it self as welll as the last group. I wasn't like to be last actually because the feeling of waiting is something that I do not want. I prefer to finish up all the presentation earlier then I can sit back and relax myself. But luck wasn't on my side this time as all the presentation of mine is the LAST ONE..damn it!

Then after busy preparing for all this then now I have to prepare myself for my next week test and coming soon final exam. But the worst of all not preparing for test nor exam but is torturing ourselves to prepare for my college activities. I really do not like it but do I have a choice after all?

It has been a hard time for me to adapt to my college life and it is still hard. I don't like the people over there. Those f**king fakers bitches who keep buzzling aroung like nobody business. Wondering can they just buzz off. They are real sickening to me. Where are the true of them or maybe THAT is THEM! Lazy want to say about them also as they are too annoying to be said off..

Signing off now as I aren't sure when will I step back here again...probably after I have done all my things....

Lost in SPACE~~

I have lost in no way...lost in space? lost on track? or perhaps lost in wonderland? The truth is I have lost my way in the way of "assignment", by the name of "HECTIC" and "BUSY". Real busy this semester and I do not have any spare time actually. If I ever came across time I will sneak into my wonderland and have a nice sleep...sleep is important to me nowadays. Nothing much to say about my recent life because it only involve one word which is BUSY! I think that will be enough to describe why I did not update my blog for such a long time...

Anyway, recently I came across a email which I think it was a meaningful to me..So, I hereby would like to share with all my friends...

WHY WOMEN CRY??

A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him..

"I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."

Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"

"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.

The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.

Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?"

God said:

"When I made the woman she had to be special.

I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world,

yet gentle enough to give comfort.

I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining.

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.

I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.

I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.

And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."

"You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.

The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."